Bad news: Someone I used to be friends with is now making it seem like this whole thing is my fault. :') and my computer is almost dead... and my health has been terrible. :( Some of you may not know, but I have fibromyalgia, and with all this emotional stress and the stress of needing to do exposure therapy and PUSH myself to be uncomfortable, it's really, really been acting up and I'm basically constantly in pain unless I'm medicating with marijuana.

Good news: Someone was kind enough to post info about me on Lendahand, and I think it was  skylorforscythe , who is a really, really nice, and helpful person. :) I haven't met a lot of people online who actually truly enjoy helping others. So...Thank you for restoring my faith in humanity, somewhat. :D and so another kind individual, Rodent (omg I'm forgetting the numbers at the end of your name! ;_; ), is going to commission me! :D It's helpful because I've been in an art block, aside from drawing pics of Hannibal Lecter... >_> Why yes, I'm creepy like most furries, just in a different way! mwuahah. xD I like making fun of myself. Also, I may be interviewed soon for a job at my fav store! :D Let's hope I get it!!!! ^_^ Then I can stay in SF but if not, and if I know I'm not getting a job by mid November, I'm going to see if a friend is still looking for a roomie! x3;; and I just started seeing a guy who I'm pretty sure there was an immediate connection with, which hasn't happened in a while. :) But we will see, since he's a certain zodiac sign I tend not to get along with... >_> But a cusp, so it's a little different. :P and I'm talking to another guy who is also a cusp, like me, :D Who I think I will like when we meet in person! Soooo at least I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket anymore... :x Needless to say, I am still going to be monogamous- I'm just going to have to choose if there is a mutual thing with both....D:

So...All in all, it should be somewhat ok....

ALSO, I am thinking of making an alternate Ram-Bull hybrid fursona, or something like that- maybe a Chimera, with bull features also, since I'm an Aries (ram) Taurus (bull) Cancer-Leo moon (lion...and crab, but idk how I can incorporate that in LOL maybe an arachnid type thing....) and year of the snake. >:3