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13 years ago
Well, today is my 34th birthday.
It’s not been as bad a day as I was expecting it to be. I mean, I have been somewhat depressed since Tuesday afternoon, when my birthday depression showed up early, but it has dissipated some since then, thanks to being able to talk to friends online, which always helps. So, thank you to everyone who has talked to me over the past few days. And thank you to everyone who left me happy birthday messages.
Another thing that has helped is receiving a surprise gift pic commissioned by my good friends
foxconvoy and 
regdeh which I’ll be posting soon. Thanks guys!
But even with all that help, I have spent some time today feeling bad about the sorry state of my life, the way in which aspects of it have shown almost no progress. And thinking about the fact that I have remained single for the entirety of the past year just left me feeling lonely.
And life as always likes to throw extra crap at me, so yesterday I was hit with a bad cold, that has continued to make me feel like crap into today and threatens to screw up plans I had for Friday.
So, all in all, today I have been feeling down, lonely and ill. But thanks to good friends, it hasn’t been nearly as bad as it could have been and there have been some stretches of it when I have felt good. So, I suppose that’s a reason to be thankful and cheerful.
It’s not been as bad a day as I was expecting it to be. I mean, I have been somewhat depressed since Tuesday afternoon, when my birthday depression showed up early, but it has dissipated some since then, thanks to being able to talk to friends online, which always helps. So, thank you to everyone who has talked to me over the past few days. And thank you to everyone who left me happy birthday messages.
Another thing that has helped is receiving a surprise gift pic commissioned by my good friends
foxconvoy and 
regdeh which I’ll be posting soon. Thanks guys!But even with all that help, I have spent some time today feeling bad about the sorry state of my life, the way in which aspects of it have shown almost no progress. And thinking about the fact that I have remained single for the entirety of the past year just left me feeling lonely.
And life as always likes to throw extra crap at me, so yesterday I was hit with a bad cold, that has continued to make me feel like crap into today and threatens to screw up plans I had for Friday.
So, all in all, today I have been feeling down, lonely and ill. But thanks to good friends, it hasn’t been nearly as bad as it could have been and there have been some stretches of it when I have felt good. So, I suppose that’s a reason to be thankful and cheerful.
*Huggles*
joyeux anniversaire
お誕生日おめでとうございます
felix natalis
su gimtadieniu
С Днем Рождения
feliz cumpleaños
furaha ya kuzaliwa
Grattis på födelsedagen
צופרידן דיין געבורסטאָג
and finally in english:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Happy Birthday, CyberKlaw. I wish you well.
Aww well i hope your cold gets better soon. And glad you had a good decent birthday today.
Your friends will always be there for ya Cyber.
(Wing hugs)
Happy Birthday Cyberklaw.
Did you get that new JK Rowning book yesterday, I saw a poster in a window and wondered if you might ? you got that Hobbit movie to look forward too as well, its WAY off but you considered going to Confuzzed next july or whenever, I'm considering it after swearing off cons + meets for years
I have thought about going to Confuzzled, but there are some big obstacles that I likely can't overcome. Like the cost (my job is still only part time, and overtime has become rare), and the photo ID requirement (I have none, and getting some would be problematic). Maybe some other year, but next year looks near to impossible for me right now.
Extra Money = Do Commisions
I had looked at that citizen card thing. But, as with pretty much all IDs, the problem is getting someone to countersign it. It needs to be a professional of a certain career, and I don't know anyone appropriate, no matter how much I try to think of someone. Most of the other ID documents also need the person to have known me for a certain number of years, which makes it even more difficult.
And doing commissions for extra money is a great idea in theory, but I still have a backlog of commissions I already owe, and will not take on new ones until I'm caught up. And with my art abilities still coming and going, I have no idea how long that's going to take.
So, as I said, big obstacles. I really think there's no chance of me getting to confuzzled next year.
Don't grudge too mzuch about getting older. See it more like this:
You can't get older if you still feel young, so always grasp your inner child and the pass of time can never effect you.
It is just another day, I know,
So I can say "Be happy!"
But if it's a milestone, I tell you in a:
Congratulations! Congratulations, again!!
And believe that it is my pleasure
I could tell you, my heart,
What is growing admiration
For all the good that comes from you!
From what I can wish is that smile
The smile that brings good day,
Flowered in more urgent reason:
Being here, and understand that life,
In magic, party, or in pain, still,
It is the poem that God gives gift!