hello watchers, well i'm still in this deep black hole, there are some moments in my life where i'm a bit happier than normal but 23 hours and 50 minutes a day i'm depressiv -.- i try to change things in my life and have contact to furs who live near my home but thats verry hard, well later or tomorrow i check my comments and notes and i hope this time in my life will end soon................. thats all for today