End of a long day,

Grandfathers funeral was today (Friday not sat but my day ends at 6 am)

woke up early at 9 Am to be with my mom....

went to the funeral around 130, i cried, im glad i did, i needed to get it out of my system so i could be there to comfort my mother. it lasted till about 2:30, then as one of the pall bearers i helped carry the casket out to the hurst and then to the grave... got back around 2:45 then went to the Lunch, which ended around 3:30

came home had a cheese fondue (we decided to fondue today to help lighten the mood and help my mom out im glad we did)

at 5:30 we went to the Family supper (i didnt eat... much) came home (again) around 7:30 had the meat fondue

about 10:00, 10:30 when we were finished, i left my mothers side for the first time today (my fathers not here, and so it was my job today as the oldest boy to be there for her, whether or not anyone else thinks so, and i wasnt gonna let her down) and went for a walk with my brother, sister, and her boyfriend. we went to the park, layed down on the merry-go round, and stared at the stars while spinning in circles. for like half an hour, we also played frisbee for a bit. came home (for the last time) had the chocolate fondue, and then everyone else went to bed... id be asleep too but i cant risk screwing up my sleep habits too bad or im screwed with rok...