*pokes*

*pokes back* hey there

hows it going sugar?

Trying to hang in there, really having a rough week

what happened sugar? *offers a seat and some noms*

*takes a seat and noms a bit* well I had to make a choice between two guys, both I loved very much. I chose and the other is very depressed and I feel bad because he said he won't find someone

that is always a toughie dealing with. but if he truly loves you and respects you then he will eventually come to terms with your decision. *offers comfort* keep me posted okay sugar?

*hugs you* I shall keep you posted on it, right now I am hoping he will be okay during this week. Its going to be hard holding him up there and keeping him to keep his faith that he will find someone

et him know that I can relate...i actually gave up at one time and during a cosplay event at king of prussia mall i ended up meeting my mate

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one of these days i am going to remember to hit the reply button first before posting lmao

I will let him know, thank you. I honestly care about them both, sadly its one thing of my fault with the fact he asked me to be his mate when I was going to ask the other guy other, then when I became his mate after he asked I didn't feel right and over time I wanted to be with the other guy, but I still loved him too. I feel bad because in the end I chose the other guy, I never meant to hurt him though. I just...I have a problem saying no to someone who is so kind and sweet

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Its alright I do that myself at times ^^

we have a lot in common there...its always difficult trying to be sure you make choices that keep everyone happy but that also often ends up hurting ourselves as well. Be strong sugar, he will be in my prayers if that brings you any relief

*nods* I just hope I can help him find someone who he can be with, someone who will love him and take him in. I am going to work hard to help him find that someone, that is my mission. I will be strong, for me and him.

that is good, i admire your resolve

I have to do something for him, I don't want him be sad. i want to see him happy with the man he should be with, that's what I want to see. That and a smile on his face when he finally is with the right one

the world needs more caring people like you

I am nothing special, just I want to do something for the people I care about and my friends. Everyone should have their happiness, no one should be without it

even so, you still have my respect sugar

T-thank you, I am hoping in time maybe I could be more help to others when I go more towards being a novelist or photographer and see the world, showing and writing about it for everyone to know

I am pretty sure you will sugar, I have faith in your success

Thank you *smiles* I been feeling good lately, been working hard now