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Fate and Faith
13 years ago
I'm getting ill...
I tried to think positively that this illness should be gone like the other times, however it's so persistent. This is when I start to notice how 'wrecked' my body is. I mostly cough and easily tired all the time. It feels like my stamina got drained by just walking around the university and doing housework. And even though I sleep early at night, I'll find myself have no strength to wake up in the morning. My eyesight already gone down enough for me to feel uncomfortable when have no glasses on. And it's also getting worse. I can barely see something further more than 40 feet away even my glasses on and I start to get headache a lot because of eye-overuse.
It's remind me the old time that I was still youthful and energetic. But I've waste them by being a jerk instead of trying my best for graduation. I can't revert the past though, so I can only sigh and sigh and keep on. I stop worrying about future already since I know that one day I'll die and my name shall be forgotten. There is no way I could be famous that the people around the world know me.
So what I am gonna do?
...I'm picking up my pencil , paper and laptop.
Even fate will let me die now, my faith will lie in what I love...
And never, never begone....
I tried to think positively that this illness should be gone like the other times, however it's so persistent. This is when I start to notice how 'wrecked' my body is. I mostly cough and easily tired all the time. It feels like my stamina got drained by just walking around the university and doing housework. And even though I sleep early at night, I'll find myself have no strength to wake up in the morning. My eyesight already gone down enough for me to feel uncomfortable when have no glasses on. And it's also getting worse. I can barely see something further more than 40 feet away even my glasses on and I start to get headache a lot because of eye-overuse.
It's remind me the old time that I was still youthful and energetic. But I've waste them by being a jerk instead of trying my best for graduation. I can't revert the past though, so I can only sigh and sigh and keep on. I stop worrying about future already since I know that one day I'll die and my name shall be forgotten. There is no way I could be famous that the people around the world know me.
So what I am gonna do?
...I'm picking up my pencil , paper and laptop.
Even fate will let me die now, my faith will lie in what I love...
And never, never begone....
Yours faithfully
Luché Lenardon
It's just some confusing rant because of illness.