Longing for the thing I hate...
13 years ago
I can tassste your fear...
Hear me out.
As some of you may know, I hate being around large groups of random people.
I also hate being in relationships, because they all end with me being in pain.
Lately though...Ever since I left home for college, I've wanted someone to be with...
It's like a goddamn curse.
I see and hear about all my friends being so happy with the love of their lives.
My own parents...they have each other.
And so many others.
And...I feel jealous, more than I ever have before.
Even my beloved video games don't help.
All the zombies, ganados, Colossi, Splicers, psychopath clowns, Heartless, and climatic Soul Edge and Soul Calibur duels in the world can't fill this damnable hole in my heart.
I just...want someone to hold...
And co-op on Umbrella and Darkside Chronicles.
So please, help me find my Player 2...
And it isss deliciousss...
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Ex:I'm playing Dead Island (one of the goriest games ever made) in the Student Center gaming room, and this self-righteous bitch has to sit right next to me, and complain each time a zombie dies some horrible death. And then, she has the the gall to ask if I like to kill people. Needless to say, any chance of anything happening between us died pretty damn fast.
The ONE that isn't like that just got out of a nasty relationship and she says she doesn't really want anything right now, which I can respect.
I know how she feels. I really want to try with her, but I don't want to scare her off.
I never saw you as the clingy type, so I wouldn't worry too much about scaring her off.
I mean, I've had walks with her, and we've had some rather interesting talks as well.
I want to give her time to heal, but I don't want to wait until she's taken.