*hugs*

wanting to or needing to cry isn't a bad thing. go ahead and cry, sometimes we all just need a release

Wanting to eat a bullet and blow your head off... yeah, I totally know that feeling and have felt that way since 1989... but Don't Do That, umkay?

The price you pay for having high standards. It's hard to cope with the loneliness. As you age, your standards lower in favor of getting your genes passed on. *shrugs*

*Hugs* really the only advice I can offer is, you should self reflect and ask what is it you truly want from a girlfriend.

My friend Paul really wants a pretty, sexy girlfriend whom has a healthy sexual appetite but at the same time is very intelligent, "the good girl" etc. yet he keeps going out and willing to be with girls whom are willing to 'put out' on their first night meeting. *coughs* Contradiction there, and he inevitably doesn't get a good relationship out of it. He hurts a lot but doesn't learn either.

*hug*