FA+
Shop
Overwhelming gratitude
13 years ago
General
Always open for commissions. Stream:http://piczel.tv/watch/Foxena
I feel like i've made new friends tonight.
While may not always understand the furry community its outpouring of support, help and overall kindness is sometimes something to behold.
genesisw and 
kitana pulled me out from a dark dark pit of depression that i suffered the first half of this year when my mind quite LITTERALLY broke apart along with nearly everything else when I left my parents and lost someone close and dear to me. I was broken, i was insane, i was loosing what was left of what made me ME And as this wonderful and terrible year starts to quickly draw to a close I can't help but be thankful for everything thats been done.
But I digress im notorious for my tangents.
It was through kitana that i was able to be introduced to 
buckhopper and the Furry Basketball association, and then by proxy introduced to the AWESOME people that make up THAT.
Tonight I had the esteemed pleasure of working with Shane Rufus and Tazel. Two Fba'ers that to put it bluntly, TRUSTED me and were KIND to me and showed genuine bewilderment and awe and gratitude to get artwork from me. it filled me with warm fuzzies and i shall go to bed, heart warmed, by having a small amount of my faith in humanity restored.
Thank you my friends and thank you Furries. for all the ups downs and crazy twists my life could take, you make it so much more worthwhile than I could ever have hoped for.
in other news Redawn got into the players pool for this season!! WHEEEEE! it took a bit of begging and explaining but after a re-evaluation SHE'S IN! we gon' ave fun wiv ya Red'
While may not always understand the furry community its outpouring of support, help and overall kindness is sometimes something to behold.
genesisw and 
kitana pulled me out from a dark dark pit of depression that i suffered the first half of this year when my mind quite LITTERALLY broke apart along with nearly everything else when I left my parents and lost someone close and dear to me. I was broken, i was insane, i was loosing what was left of what made me ME And as this wonderful and terrible year starts to quickly draw to a close I can't help but be thankful for everything thats been done.But I digress im notorious for my tangents.
It was through
kitana that i was able to be introduced to 
buckhopper and the Furry Basketball association, and then by proxy introduced to the AWESOME people that make up THAT. Tonight I had the esteemed pleasure of working with Shane Rufus and Tazel. Two Fba'ers that to put it bluntly, TRUSTED me and were KIND to me and showed genuine bewilderment and awe and gratitude to get artwork from me. it filled me with warm fuzzies and i shall go to bed, heart warmed, by having a small amount of my faith in humanity restored.
Thank you my friends and thank you Furries. for all the ups downs and crazy twists my life could take, you make it so much more worthwhile than I could ever have hoped for.
in other news Redawn got into the players pool for this season!! WHEEEEE! it took a bit of begging and explaining but after a re-evaluation SHE'S IN! we gon' ave fun wiv ya Red'
For what it's worth, there were a LOT of people, furry and not, who are really glad to hear you're doing better.
It is I who had the pleasure of working with someone so professional, who even when I made errors and assumptions in presenting you with the information, you cheerfully made the change, and so quickly.
I hope you've found a welcome home with the FBA, Miss Foxena. :) While my funds might not support constant commissions, know that you've impressed me to the point where you're on my 'A' list. :)
And I still love that laugh. It's like listening to a car go into high gear, and I smile each time I hear it. :D
Then something happens down the road that shows that all your efforts were not wasted.
I guess what I am saying is that sometimes we may lose faith in ourselves because kindness is not always properly appriciated, but when someone cares back about you, they can surprise you and make you feel wonderful and that being the person you are is worth so much more than you realize.
I know I rambled, but I have battled feeling lost and a bit angered at the way life can screw with us. I may not fully relate to your situation, but I am glad to hear you have some true friends. =)
TM