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Who am I meme
13 years ago
Listen, Chimera is speaking!
1. Who are you?
I am Chimera, a gray fox
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
1 - I am nice, kind, and a caring person
2 - I'm a gamer, mainly on Windows
3 - I like having intellectual discussions
3. When you aren't doing memes like this one what are you doing?
What don't I do should be the question. most likely I am gaming, working, listening to music, or just doing whatever. lol
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you hate.
I liked all my IT classes, I like learning more about technology, mainly computer science.
And for the hated one, it's definitely algebra class, I just can't learn it no matter how hard I tried
5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
I just want to survive and keep going on with my life, find a way to make some money, and be happy
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
Hopefully a lot better off financially, live with my boyfriend in our own place in Canada, and hopefully find my place in the world
7. What stage of life are you in right now?
In my opinion, the worst part of my life. I graduated from high school 2 years ago, went to college for a year and dropped out (long story explained in a past journal) and now I'm just trying to find my place in this world, and probably gonna go back to college next year.
8. Are you more child-like or childish?
Child-like, although I'm a bit childish at times too, but for the most part I can be really mature if I want to be
9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
I said "Stop being slow!" to my computer
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
Static-X - Black and White
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
Yes, taekwondo, 3 belts away from black belt. Had to stop going because my family couldn't afford to pay for it no more
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
It seems like right when I'm about to climb up and out of the hole of depression and self-hatred, someone kicks me back down into the hole. My life has felt like that for the last 5 years and hasn't really changed...what can you do?
13. Does time really heal all wounds?
This is how I feel about wounds, which I read about somewhere where they did this demonstration in a school. Get a piece of paper, step on it, crunch it up into a ball, do what you want to it as long as you don't rip it. Now try to straighten out the paper again. Now you will see that you cannot. While you can try as hard as you can to straighten the paper again and make it look good at new, it will never happen, the paper is scarred for life. Get my point? Wounds never heal, we just learn to accept the wounds, they never go away.
14. How do you handle a rainy day?
I stay indoors, watch TV, play video games, read a book. And sometimes even go outside in the rain to enjoy the rain, who says I can't?
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
Losing my luggage, you can always untangle the lights, you aren't losing anything. Honestly this is a weird question, I don't even know if I'm answering it correctly
16. How is (or was) your relationship with your parents?
Great, both of my parents are really loving and still care about me a lot even to this day, without them I wouldn't be the great person I am today. Sure they have made their mistakes in the past in parenting me, but no one is perfect, everyone makes mistakes. And besides, my parents were younger than I am right now, when I was born!
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
Yes, it may be overwhelming and stressful, but it's essential, especially if it's a matter of life and death
18. What is the truest thing that you know?
People who have chronic depression are depressed because they see the world for what it is, and don't sugar-coat anything. It's a world of suffering, hate, selfishness, and war
19. What did you want to be when you grew up?
I've changed my dreams many times. At one point I wanted to be a cop, then I wanted to be a secret agent, then I wanted to be a pilot, then a chef, then I just wanted to be an entrepreneur and take over the family businesses and run them to the best of my ability. Then I got an interest in the computing universe, and here I am today
20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
Many times, everyone deserves a second chance, including me
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
I love giving, it makes me feel good. I sometimes feel bad because i don't have much to give anymore, I feel bad that I've been more of a taker nowadays because I'm so poor, I miss having money. If I ever win the lottery, my first thought is to help everyone I care about
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?
To the best of my ability, I do. I don't ignore the fact that us humans are wired to repress anything that is abnormal/out of the ordinary
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
Kidney stones, enough said. If you don't know what I'm talking about, what rock have you been living under? hehe. Google is only 10 keys and a click away if you want to know
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
I've been hurt so many times in my life that I can't even recall what was most emotionally painful to me. Pain is pain, and pain isn't fun
25. Who have you hugged today?
No one :(
I am Chimera, a gray fox
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
1 - I am nice, kind, and a caring person
2 - I'm a gamer, mainly on Windows
3 - I like having intellectual discussions
3. When you aren't doing memes like this one what are you doing?
What don't I do should be the question. most likely I am gaming, working, listening to music, or just doing whatever. lol
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you hate.
I liked all my IT classes, I like learning more about technology, mainly computer science.
And for the hated one, it's definitely algebra class, I just can't learn it no matter how hard I tried
5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
I just want to survive and keep going on with my life, find a way to make some money, and be happy
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
Hopefully a lot better off financially, live with my boyfriend in our own place in Canada, and hopefully find my place in the world
7. What stage of life are you in right now?
In my opinion, the worst part of my life. I graduated from high school 2 years ago, went to college for a year and dropped out (long story explained in a past journal) and now I'm just trying to find my place in this world, and probably gonna go back to college next year.
8. Are you more child-like or childish?
Child-like, although I'm a bit childish at times too, but for the most part I can be really mature if I want to be
9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
I said "Stop being slow!" to my computer
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
Static-X - Black and White
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
Yes, taekwondo, 3 belts away from black belt. Had to stop going because my family couldn't afford to pay for it no more
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
It seems like right when I'm about to climb up and out of the hole of depression and self-hatred, someone kicks me back down into the hole. My life has felt like that for the last 5 years and hasn't really changed...what can you do?
13. Does time really heal all wounds?
This is how I feel about wounds, which I read about somewhere where they did this demonstration in a school. Get a piece of paper, step on it, crunch it up into a ball, do what you want to it as long as you don't rip it. Now try to straighten out the paper again. Now you will see that you cannot. While you can try as hard as you can to straighten the paper again and make it look good at new, it will never happen, the paper is scarred for life. Get my point? Wounds never heal, we just learn to accept the wounds, they never go away.
14. How do you handle a rainy day?
I stay indoors, watch TV, play video games, read a book. And sometimes even go outside in the rain to enjoy the rain, who says I can't?
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
Losing my luggage, you can always untangle the lights, you aren't losing anything. Honestly this is a weird question, I don't even know if I'm answering it correctly
16. How is (or was) your relationship with your parents?
Great, both of my parents are really loving and still care about me a lot even to this day, without them I wouldn't be the great person I am today. Sure they have made their mistakes in the past in parenting me, but no one is perfect, everyone makes mistakes. And besides, my parents were younger than I am right now, when I was born!
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
Yes, it may be overwhelming and stressful, but it's essential, especially if it's a matter of life and death
18. What is the truest thing that you know?
People who have chronic depression are depressed because they see the world for what it is, and don't sugar-coat anything. It's a world of suffering, hate, selfishness, and war
19. What did you want to be when you grew up?
I've changed my dreams many times. At one point I wanted to be a cop, then I wanted to be a secret agent, then I wanted to be a pilot, then a chef, then I just wanted to be an entrepreneur and take over the family businesses and run them to the best of my ability. Then I got an interest in the computing universe, and here I am today
20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
Many times, everyone deserves a second chance, including me
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
I love giving, it makes me feel good. I sometimes feel bad because i don't have much to give anymore, I feel bad that I've been more of a taker nowadays because I'm so poor, I miss having money. If I ever win the lottery, my first thought is to help everyone I care about
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?
To the best of my ability, I do. I don't ignore the fact that us humans are wired to repress anything that is abnormal/out of the ordinary
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
Kidney stones, enough said. If you don't know what I'm talking about, what rock have you been living under? hehe. Google is only 10 keys and a click away if you want to know
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
I've been hurt so many times in my life that I can't even recall what was most emotionally painful to me. Pain is pain, and pain isn't fun
25. Who have you hugged today?
No one :(
