Deep-thought Journal for once. Just right now feeling like i'm closed off and i'm feeling bad as I want to get to know people and I do respect a lot of those who talk with me, but while I think i'm making progress in myself in being confident,i feel like i'm going backwards a lot as well.

Maybe i'm being stupid, or maybe it's cause of personal things that's got me thinking this way, I do not know, but I do know that whatever has triggered this thought process in my head has me feeling a little down, since I know I can be pretty open and chatty when I want too, it's soo annoying that when I want to talk with people at times, I just close up and go either quiet, vanish elsewhere or talk with others.

If anyone has any thoughts to share with me, then please share with me.

Moving faaaar away from that now to something that quite caught in my head after and made me feel like an ignorant bugger, but before you go on, a question first, Have you ever had a day where, you see someone, you know in your head that's who it is and yet, don't say a word at all?

Well,I could've sworn I saw a certain someone today, other then  dragonfox1989 , whom surprised me as I passed him without paying attention as I kinda had my head up my arse in thoughts, only stopped when I dinged it was his voice behind me

Anyways, gonna go, since I got a very busy week ahead.