You guys know that I'm constantly trying to work hard and get things done but with my family I feel that I'm constantly pulled away and it puts a huge hole in my concentration.

My parents are dragging me along a lot of the time to things like tennis/church/ect.

And it always seems to come at the worst of times.
I mean I understand that they're trying to do good for me but it's best not to especially at this time when I'm practically scrambling to get things together for college, school and my future as an artist.

They feel that they have complete control over me as long as I live under their house and I really really hate it, I hate feeling like a little child that has to dress like what they want and go to places like they want.

This is honestly the main reason why I'm looking forward to moving out.
And whenever I mention moving out to them they just backlash saying that I won't make it out there and that I'd just end up being homeless. Or that I only want to move out to do drugs and waste my time. NO.
When really I don't care if I get poor, if I just have enough money to have a place to live, minimal food and a way to make art then I'm fine. And I definitely don't do drugs and I doubt I'd even have enough money even if I wanted to.

They really like poking fun at my job as an artist saying that I'll go nowhere with it because I make about 2 dollars an hour. But really I don't care, I feel satisfied with my job because I enjoy doing it and I could do it every second I'm awake.

I just really hate them bossing me around and telling me I can't do anything without them.
I know that ultimately they're wrong and I mean I've already gone this far as being an artist and I can't wait to go farther!

I can't wait to fucking move out.