Recently i've been feeling like such an outsider to the world around me, i'm currently studying a music course at college and...it's good and i'm enjoying it. But it's hard sometimes, i just dont seem to have...a group of friends to hang with after class, everyone just goes off into their own individual groups and i'm just left by myself. Sometimes i would just follow a group with like.. one person i know in that group but kinda just get pushed out by conversation topics i'm not familiar with, ending up sitting along out of sight... eating a crappy sandwich i spend my hard earned money on.

I don't have the guts to just ask someone if they wanna hang out with me or go see a movie or something like that... They'd say no anyway... after past experiences.

I'm just alone, a lot of my life. I don't have regular friends i can just be with like i once had in high school.. And that just makes me sad. Really, truly sad. At least most of the time. I do have a few friends i love and care about deeply, but those are few an far between.

Look up the song Floods - Pantera.
The outro explains my mood most of the time, once you hear it you'll know.

If you read all this..Sorry, Rocko/Wilf (Wilf is my real name, though ya'll should know)