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Dumped and broken
13 years ago
So I was really interested in 
winddragon and since about November of last year was really trying to spend some time with him. I went to visit him, was rooming with him at cons, was chatting with him and playing games with him and so on. I was just trying to see if things would work out. I did not think we were dating because I would try and approach the subject and he kept giving me an evasive answer on things. Well I guess he was not feeling it like I was because two nights ago he told me he was dating someone else. Well needless to say I was crushed pretty hard. We talked a lot about why and what and who, I really was trying to figure out what I was doing wrong. He was very honest in telling me so I respect that. But I just wish I would have been given a chance to address the issues.
It was towards the end I realized that if in 8 months he was not feeling the same about me as I was about him, but he did start to feel that way about another, well I am not sure there is much I could do. Thats just life I guess. Does not make the pain any less but oh well. I have shed my tears, there might be a few more I am not sure.
In the end I of course want winddragon happy. I will always care deeply for him but its just not meant to be, then its not meant to be. I could go into great detail about the whole thing, the details, the highs I felt and my approach to it all, but there is really no point. Its just another person that I had such feelings for that shot me down.
winddragon and since about November of last year was really trying to spend some time with him. I went to visit him, was rooming with him at cons, was chatting with him and playing games with him and so on. I was just trying to see if things would work out. I did not think we were dating because I would try and approach the subject and he kept giving me an evasive answer on things. Well I guess he was not feeling it like I was because two nights ago he told me he was dating someone else. Well needless to say I was crushed pretty hard. We talked a lot about why and what and who, I really was trying to figure out what I was doing wrong. He was very honest in telling me so I respect that. But I just wish I would have been given a chance to address the issues. It was towards the end I realized that if in 8 months he was not feeling the same about me as I was about him, but he did start to feel that way about another, well I am not sure there is much I could do. Thats just life I guess. Does not make the pain any less but oh well. I have shed my tears, there might be a few more I am not sure.
In the end I of course want
winddragon happy. I will always care deeply for him but its just not meant to be, then its not meant to be. I could go into great detail about the whole thing, the details, the highs I felt and my approach to it all, but there is really no point. Its just another person that I had such feelings for that shot me down. 
Yes, that can suck very very badly. And I do wish I was able to give you a huge hug, sit down for some Sushi, some beer, some hot tub and some time to laze on the couch together under a blanket watching a DVD and just getting sleepy together with tummy rubs!
All the best and I hope you can spring back from it Spring Buck!
But, you are sweet, sexy and awesome. Don't think for a second that others don't feel for you the same way you felt for him.
You can't let yourself get too down. You're.....YOU, I guess. You're smart, successful, outgoing, popular, you have alot going for you. You'll find someone to make you happy. Lets hang out more. I'm in your area now (sorta) :)
-FW