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Alot of things can happen in a short perod of time...
13 years ago
It's been a pretty hellish few weeks and honestly been incredibly hard for me to cope. The start of it all was hearing :pandaguy: passed away, an old friend and someone that always was rather bright and cheery despite his medical conditions when I saw him at cons that it was a pleasure. It was something rather surprising to me and was a loss. I talked to friends and other people about it and honestly it amazes me how many people can know someone, even briefly. Then again, I've been in the fandom over 10 years so that shouldn't surprise me at all at this point.
Second occurrence that happened was I was informed by my employer that my hours were going to be cut in half from 40 hours a week to about 25 hours a week, while only getting a pay increase from $9 to $10. So I'll be out about $400 or so a month which with the amount I am paying out for rent, collision for car and insurance, the car load, and food is rather detrimental. So I need to find out some other options.
The third thing that really hit home and really hurt was my grandmother passed away last weekend suddenly. I knew her health was not the greatest but we didn't at all expect her system to completely shut down and pass away while hospitalized for the few days she was there. She was the last person alive on my father's side of the family as my grandfather died about 20 years ago on my 6th birthday. We held a funeral for her yesterday with a few of her friends and my mother's side of the family in the best way we could afford, and honestly my father did his best to say a eulogy ad the priest decided to go on vacation that week.
The last thing that really did devastate me was :Sasuke: broke up with me. I honestly can understand it that I just wasn't the right person for him and have just too many failings to ever be a good mate. I honestly had a feeling deep inside that it was going to happen, but it still was quite hard to deal with hearing, granted it was at least amicable and there was no hate or harshness to it. I do still care for him, but I can accept I am just not right for him.
Pretty much all of this happened all around the same time so I'm an emotional wreck and honesty having a hard time coping with everything.
Second occurrence that happened was I was informed by my employer that my hours were going to be cut in half from 40 hours a week to about 25 hours a week, while only getting a pay increase from $9 to $10. So I'll be out about $400 or so a month which with the amount I am paying out for rent, collision for car and insurance, the car load, and food is rather detrimental. So I need to find out some other options.
The third thing that really hit home and really hurt was my grandmother passed away last weekend suddenly. I knew her health was not the greatest but we didn't at all expect her system to completely shut down and pass away while hospitalized for the few days she was there. She was the last person alive on my father's side of the family as my grandfather died about 20 years ago on my 6th birthday. We held a funeral for her yesterday with a few of her friends and my mother's side of the family in the best way we could afford, and honestly my father did his best to say a eulogy ad the priest decided to go on vacation that week.
The last thing that really did devastate me was :Sasuke: broke up with me. I honestly can understand it that I just wasn't the right person for him and have just too many failings to ever be a good mate. I honestly had a feeling deep inside that it was going to happen, but it still was quite hard to deal with hearing, granted it was at least amicable and there was no hate or harshness to it. I do still care for him, but I can accept I am just not right for him.
Pretty much all of this happened all around the same time so I'm an emotional wreck and honesty having a hard time coping with everything.
I would ask if your going to furfright, but I can guess most likely no due to the current financial situation. ;huggles tight;
Lemme know if you need someone to talk to *nodnod*