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Fun night! updates/apologies! and.. rant..? (TLDR??? xD)
13 years ago
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Well as always I had a glorias time with my lovely 
and great pals from 
at the PS. It was actually pretty lively and fun this month! I hope to be suiting in my new partial by next month and wearing him around, yadda yadda. Anyways, I've been recently struck with SO MUCH STRESS.
To put it bluntly without getting TOO into my own personal life, one minute I'm getting ready to move out on my own and then I'm told I m no longer allowed to go where I had already moved half my shit. So I stayed at home with my mom and shit. NEXT I am told we are getting kicked from our HOUSE! So I panicked the fuck, and I've been in a constant state of panic and anxiety filled for the passed few months and no one has really been helping. like seriously, people always are expecting me to deal with their bullshit or listen to their problems. I'm just going to say it now... I'm here to listen, but I'm sick of having to deal with everyone elses issues. If none of you can be happy with yourselves, go figure it out. Don't take it out on other people. Its not fair to us who are trying to be happy and enjoy our lives and its not fair to yourselves.
Anyways, we did not get kicked out of our house, thankfully. No one celebrated with me... :/ I feel as if I'm complaining, but its just how I feel right now. I was near the point of suicide and I felt like EVERYONE around me basicaly was like "WHAT ABOUT ME?!?!?!" So... :( I'm still getting over the stress of what was happening so please forgive me for being slow with any art trades/commissions. To be COMPLETELY honest, I have not been motivated to draw a single piece in almost 2 months. It makes me sick.
My birthday recently passed, and I'm 19 now :D It doesnt feel much different. ;w; I got some new clothes and hung out with my lady for a few days so it was nice.
I'm hopefully going to be attending FC 2013. I was told someone was gonna cover it for me, but now it looks as if I dont have it covered anymore....It also looks as if I dont have a room NOR a car ride...So unless I sleep in someones car, with my mate the plan on me going looks drab.
I would really like to attend though.
Again sorry for the slowness of my commissions/trades. Its the depression and shock which is ebbing, i'm just really trying to calm myself down and not overwork my brain into something that doesnt need to be. I truely have no one to talk to who would understand my situation, or care so I'm left with myself and I've found that I'm the best therapeutic option when it comes to talking and settling my mind.
Again I apologize.
If this was TLDR..to sum it up. . .ART. DEPRESSED. GOOD NIGHT WITH CARCON. SHITTY LIFE. ANXIETY. BIRTHDAY. SELFTALK.
lol yup. :P
and great pals from 
at the PS. It was actually pretty lively and fun this month! I hope to be suiting in my new partial by next month and wearing him around, yadda yadda. Anyways, I've been recently struck with SO MUCH STRESS.To put it bluntly without getting TOO into my own personal life, one minute I'm getting ready to move out on my own and then I'm told I m no longer allowed to go where I had already moved half my shit. So I stayed at home with my mom and shit. NEXT I am told we are getting kicked from our HOUSE! So I panicked the fuck, and I've been in a constant state of panic and anxiety filled for the passed few months and no one has really been helping. like seriously, people always are expecting me to deal with their bullshit or listen to their problems. I'm just going to say it now... I'm here to listen, but I'm sick of having to deal with everyone elses issues. If none of you can be happy with yourselves, go figure it out. Don't take it out on other people. Its not fair to us who are trying to be happy and enjoy our lives and its not fair to yourselves.
Anyways, we did not get kicked out of our house, thankfully. No one celebrated with me... :/ I feel as if I'm complaining, but its just how I feel right now. I was near the point of suicide and I felt like EVERYONE around me basicaly was like "WHAT ABOUT ME?!?!?!" So... :( I'm still getting over the stress of what was happening so please forgive me for being slow with any art trades/commissions. To be COMPLETELY honest, I have not been motivated to draw a single piece in almost 2 months. It makes me sick.
My birthday recently passed, and I'm 19 now :D It doesnt feel much different. ;w; I got some new clothes and hung out with my lady for a few days so it was nice.
I'm hopefully going to be attending FC 2013. I was told someone was gonna cover it for me, but now it looks as if I dont have it covered anymore....It also looks as if I dont have a room NOR a car ride...So unless I sleep in someones car, with my mate the plan on me going looks drab.
I would really like to attend though.
Again sorry for the slowness of my commissions/trades. Its the depression and shock which is ebbing, i'm just really trying to calm myself down and not overwork my brain into something that doesnt need to be. I truely have no one to talk to who would understand my situation, or care so I'm left with myself and I've found that I'm the best therapeutic option when it comes to talking and settling my mind.
Again I apologize.
If this was TLDR..to sum it up. . .ART. DEPRESSED. GOOD NIGHT WITH CARCON. SHITTY LIFE. ANXIETY. BIRTHDAY. SELFTALK.
lol yup. :P
lol on a serious note honestly I look forward to seeing you and Jag every PS I always look for you two. I might not be rich but I have pretty good ears, and even better fists if someone pisses you off ;)
I'll pitch in when ever I can. Send me a note and I'll give you my digits ( Jag dun kill me I'm not hitting on yo womans XD)
Damn smart phone is fucking stupid with it's auto correct O_o
Yeah ill note you my number <3 but for now, my facebook is Seanna Samejima is were not already dfriends and my paypal is Culpeowolf[at]gmail.com
<3 thanks for being so supportive. ;v; its awesomeee.