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*stares into space like an idiot*
17 years ago
-,-;.......
Why does a man obsese over one thing like he's completely mind controled.
I swear I feel like drug addict, and yet I can't help myself.
Seeing blindly like the character I keep seeing myself back then.
Fighting around blind thinking it;s trying to hurt me as being a paranoid mad man, or wanting revenge for something I've believe in that I was betrayed by....for years now!
Thinking I lost the greatest love in my life, yet accept it in darkness, as I puke cry like a child who lost his family in an accident.
And when gone believing that it's dead , and being happy things around him more often.
My god....and the truth being...it doesn't care, and it doesn't actually exist!
It does what you say except wanting to forget you and the origanal things it does.
Nearly trying to kill yourself over just to have a little symphaty, and hurting those around you....
and you know, what did I lose:
My comic, My dream, The trust of my family, The trust of my friend here and irl.
and to be honest....IT's...NOT....WORTH IT!!!
SO kids of the future generation, please, take note of this moral of the story:
Never ever, fall madly in love or make promises you can never keep
because it will bite you in the ass forever.
Why does a man obsese over one thing like he's completely mind controled.
I swear I feel like drug addict, and yet I can't help myself.
Seeing blindly like the character I keep seeing myself back then.
Fighting around blind thinking it;s trying to hurt me as being a paranoid mad man, or wanting revenge for something I've believe in that I was betrayed by....for years now!
Thinking I lost the greatest love in my life, yet accept it in darkness, as I puke cry like a child who lost his family in an accident.
And when gone believing that it's dead , and being happy things around him more often.
My god....and the truth being...it doesn't care, and it doesn't actually exist!
It does what you say except wanting to forget you and the origanal things it does.
Nearly trying to kill yourself over just to have a little symphaty, and hurting those around you....
and you know, what did I lose:
My comic, My dream, The trust of my family, The trust of my friend here and irl.
and to be honest....IT's...NOT....WORTH IT!!!
SO kids of the future generation, please, take note of this moral of the story:
Never ever, fall madly in love or make promises you can never keep
because it will bite you in the ass forever.
but the good also about it, is that I get have friends and loved ones like you around to keep the stitches on my scars X3 *cuddles*
however! you are right, friends are always there to make the mends!
and that's why people like us are the most caring people in the world. ^w^
except with Ying, i'm backwards, i tell him to leave, when i want him to stay, i say I hate him...and he knows its not true. Its tough, but we'll both make it through!!
I'm a bit young to have experienced what i did. But it's made me the kind and loving person I am! So i agree with you there <3
But all in all, I wish it didn't, but I'm glad it did in many ways.
More Importantly:
Aww.. what's this all about then?
wtf!!!
is everybody coming back!!!
AAHh!!! What is goign on!
it's nothing, nothing at all --;
just another girlfriend who won't call from Minden
but's good to hear yoru okay ^^;