sometimes that bridge and that ledge just look really enviteing....i just lost the clostest person to me in my life he cut all ties he was my closest friend in the world and my brother i knew him for 9 maybe 10 years now i dont know how to convay how much this person ment to me and he has left me all because a stupid idiot wont leve him alone... i dont know why he wouldent just block the guy but now that guy has ruined my life and my happyness and quite honestly i dont think i can ever ever recover i hope that guy who long ago was a friend then i blocked him for his crazyness understands how he has pretty much just killed me he drove my brother so far over the edge he wont come back....i hate him...and i wish i could tell my brother that he should just come back and block him but i cant my own brother wont talk to me anymore!... this is why the golden gate can look very very inviteing sometimes.... i will wait but i dont think my brother cares about me anymore ...maybe he hates me.. i dont know.. al i know is i love him and miss him and really wish he would come back....in the meentime.. ill keep looking at that bridge and vizualize..because i have neither the guts nor the cowerdice to end my own life ...