Ranting again...I guess.
13 years ago
I...honestly don't know where to start.
I mean, New York Comic Con just happened, which was fun, but I didn't even get to see friends because of bad cell service. :c
Still haven't received my plushie either. I just tried for a refund but she won't give it back because she doesn't do refunds, which should be put into a visible spot on commission journals. I mean, it's almost a year, and nothing has been started. I know she has problems of her own but come on. I commissioned a plushie because I was feeling down as well, but where is it? I'm holding it BUT. IT'S. FUCKING. NON-EXISTENT. If I have to wait a half year before anything happens, I'm doing drastic measures.
I even did a journal for a signal boost to help her get money for fabric to continue the plushies.
But no one I've know, on Tumblr, DA, and FA, told me they were gonna check her out and possibly help her.
And because I got no refund, I have to ask my ma to help me with a small payment to finish paying off my Halo 4 Console WHEN I WAS TRYING TO PAY FOR IT MYSELF. But no, can't do that either.
v . v
Bet anybody that my birthday in Feb will be horrible too. Turn 21 and not a damn soul comes to celebrate with me. Just the parents AGAIN. If that happens, I...I just give up, the rest of my life will be so dull and boring, motivation-less, I'll probably being a walking zombie that just works and doesn't have the fun that I'm trying to have as of now. My ask blog probably won't be started, I'll never finish anymore art, it's just...giving me a huge headache and making me feel like crap.
Don't know why I still trust people when I try to be nice to them, and I get crap returned to me.
In other news I hate the house me and the folks are in now. So many mosquitoes getting in, too small of a place. Always hottest/coldest in my room even though it's in the back of the house. I really hope Ma can find a better place, I want a livable basement to myself so I can have all the space to do what I want and shit.
The only bright news is that I tried archery during the con, which was fun. So if I ever want a good hobby, maybe follow that.
Anyway, out for now. Peace.
I mean, New York Comic Con just happened, which was fun, but I didn't even get to see friends because of bad cell service. :c
Still haven't received my plushie either. I just tried for a refund but she won't give it back because she doesn't do refunds, which should be put into a visible spot on commission journals. I mean, it's almost a year, and nothing has been started. I know she has problems of her own but come on. I commissioned a plushie because I was feeling down as well, but where is it? I'm holding it BUT. IT'S. FUCKING. NON-EXISTENT. If I have to wait a half year before anything happens, I'm doing drastic measures.
I even did a journal for a signal boost to help her get money for fabric to continue the plushies.
But no one I've know, on Tumblr, DA, and FA, told me they were gonna check her out and possibly help her.
And because I got no refund, I have to ask my ma to help me with a small payment to finish paying off my Halo 4 Console WHEN I WAS TRYING TO PAY FOR IT MYSELF. But no, can't do that either.
v . v
Bet anybody that my birthday in Feb will be horrible too. Turn 21 and not a damn soul comes to celebrate with me. Just the parents AGAIN. If that happens, I...I just give up, the rest of my life will be so dull and boring, motivation-less, I'll probably being a walking zombie that just works and doesn't have the fun that I'm trying to have as of now. My ask blog probably won't be started, I'll never finish anymore art, it's just...giving me a huge headache and making me feel like crap.
Don't know why I still trust people when I try to be nice to them, and I get crap returned to me.
In other news I hate the house me and the folks are in now. So many mosquitoes getting in, too small of a place. Always hottest/coldest in my room even though it's in the back of the house. I really hope Ma can find a better place, I want a livable basement to myself so I can have all the space to do what I want and shit.
The only bright news is that I tried archery during the con, which was fun. So if I ever want a good hobby, maybe follow that.
Anyway, out for now. Peace.
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