i don't know what's wrong with me
i'm a happy person
i'm not this
i don't understand
i'm happy
i'm where i want to be
i'm around the people i love, and they love me too

so why
why

i don't understand
and it's pointless
i feel like a terrible, terrible friend, right down to my core
i'm a liar
i'm selfish

I've got it all.