Honestly...
13 years ago
General
Can things just go back to normal?
FurFright is in 6 days, and I don't want to go into it feeling this way. This is my pathetic and desperate cry for change.
As if this would change anything. I just really want it to.
I want to be able to go up to you all, hug you, chat a little, hang out, be able to act normal with you all.
I don't want to have to hold back my initial response to seeing all you. I want to be able to run up to you all in excitement. Instead, I'm going to have to act like you don't exist and go elsewhere. I don't want to be depressed for something that is supposed to be fun. Something where you are supposed to have fun with your friends.
Things need to change.
I'm willing to make all the changes I need for things to go back to normal, or how they were supposed to be all this time.
This really does mean a lot to me.
- rant :/ -
FA+

Journal made it seem like you'd changed because of drama.
I just posted this journal here because I have less watchers here.
I didn't really want a lot of comment asking whats wrong, but I wanted to put it out there because putting how you feel into words helps quite a bit. At least for a short time.