there are many things in life i dont know and yet to understand. most of all why i am pushing 30 and still alone. i am a good person. i enjoy simple things in life. so where does it all go wrong? perhaps my personality? i am a loveable foxie. perhaps too loveable not to let some things go when they shoudla been long ago. the heart desires what reality wont let it have. this lesson i have learned the hard way 9 years the hard way... hope can only get you so far. but entities make the final choice. as in life. it takes two to make things happen. its hard to make things work with only one hand trying to mix the batter of a good recipe. one cant help but feel down especially when the heart cries out in pain as it cannot fill the hole it in itself created