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This is just me venting.
13 years ago
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AREGHHHHH!
im drunk. Im angry. And to top it offf im pissed and female.
Omfg. Today started off like any other fucking day. I woke the fuck up next to my bf, was all ok and woke his ass up at 9:30. Normal shit. We got dressed (i sleep le nekkid.) and made our way outside toward my car.
My mama (i live at home with my parents cause im a total fuck up) reminded me that we (me, my dad and mom) were goinjgf to a concert (maralin manson and rob zombie concert yay) and were gonna leave at 5pm. No biggie. I forgot about the concert last night when i promised my bf a fucking ride home cause im a dum fuck. so he is gonna ask his friend timmy if he can snag a ride home with him. No biggie. or at leas i didnt think so. My bf complained the whole way that he wanted to go to the concert, but he has been bitching lately about monehz. so *chugs some drink* w/e. I didnt order the tickets other wise i woulda invided him. My dad ordered the tickets at work w/o tellin me so i was screwed into em no matter whut, even tho im happy about them. My bf asked me to make him a samich for lunch when i showed up at the resturant he works at (like i show up there every sunday) so i did and he looked at it and said "the fuck is this?!" cause it was on a hamburger bun and noit regular samich bread and i got mad and was all liek "its a fucking samich, you gonna eat it or am i
? .... fuck!" and so he stormed off, i had 2 cap'n and cokes and then left after gitin a kiss from him but then i asked him "are you mad at me for the concert?" and he said " yea" and wouldnt explain to me y! dafuckinfuk!!? i wrote him a text askin him y dafuq he was mad at my for it and he hasnt answered me and so i have no idea whut the fuck to do.
Plus i have so much other shit on my mind, such as, my grandmother just died, i might git layed off, i have almost no friends here and the frieds i have here all back stab me anyways, i have no time for art and i need to do xmas shoppuing and whut ever time i have is pretty much dedicated to him.
I played call of duty black ops Zombie survival levels with him, even tho i know i suck and i need practice, (i hate shooters but i try really hard and i forget my lefts from my rights sometimesx and he yelled at me last night abotu it at im all feeling super stupid now abvout it and i know im not the smartest person around but i am insecure an i know it. it just sux.omfg stupid things apparently make me cry.) I suck at video games, i knwo this, and im not going to cover it up, but i Super hard Try at them to make others happy. Then i git bitched at for sucking. DAFUCKINGFUCK /.\
I do everything i can for him. Everything from blowjobs to letting him borrow money for w/e to booze to rides everyfuckingwhere.
Whut am i doing wrong?
im drunk. Im angry. And to top it offf im pissed and female.
Omfg. Today started off like any other fucking day. I woke the fuck up next to my bf, was all ok and woke his ass up at 9:30. Normal shit. We got dressed (i sleep le nekkid.) and made our way outside toward my car.
My mama (i live at home with my parents cause im a total fuck up) reminded me that we (me, my dad and mom) were goinjgf to a concert (maralin manson and rob zombie concert yay) and were gonna leave at 5pm. No biggie. I forgot about the concert last night when i promised my bf a fucking ride home cause im a dum fuck. so he is gonna ask his friend timmy if he can snag a ride home with him. No biggie. or at leas i didnt think so. My bf complained the whole way that he wanted to go to the concert, but he has been bitching lately about monehz. so *chugs some drink* w/e. I didnt order the tickets other wise i woulda invided him. My dad ordered the tickets at work w/o tellin me so i was screwed into em no matter whut, even tho im happy about them. My bf asked me to make him a samich for lunch when i showed up at the resturant he works at (like i show up there every sunday) so i did and he looked at it and said "the fuck is this?!" cause it was on a hamburger bun and noit regular samich bread and i got mad and was all liek "its a fucking samich, you gonna eat it or am i
? .... fuck!" and so he stormed off, i had 2 cap'n and cokes and then left after gitin a kiss from him but then i asked him "are you mad at me for the concert?" and he said " yea" and wouldnt explain to me y! dafuckinfuk!!? i wrote him a text askin him y dafuq he was mad at my for it and he hasnt answered me and so i have no idea whut the fuck to do.
Plus i have so much other shit on my mind, such as, my grandmother just died, i might git layed off, i have almost no friends here and the frieds i have here all back stab me anyways, i have no time for art and i need to do xmas shoppuing and whut ever time i have is pretty much dedicated to him.
I played call of duty black ops Zombie survival levels with him, even tho i know i suck and i need practice, (i hate shooters but i try really hard and i forget my lefts from my rights sometimesx and he yelled at me last night abotu it at im all feeling super stupid now abvout it and i know im not the smartest person around but i am insecure an i know it. it just sux.omfg stupid things apparently make me cry.) I suck at video games, i knwo this, and im not going to cover it up, but i Super hard Try at them to make others happy. Then i git bitched at for sucking. DAFUCKINGFUCK /.\
I do everything i can for him. Everything from blowjobs to letting him borrow money for w/e to booze to rides everyfuckingwhere.
Whut am i doing wrong?
Sounds like you need to talk some sense into that boy!! If you ever need someone to listen to you can hit me up any time for a chat on IM, I'm always on :3
im going to have to call him eventually tho, the funeral is 2marra. i dont think i can handle it without him there sadly.
we should party more. lol
you and yoko are awsome lol. thank you for that.
It sux, but thank you dude.
im trying with everything i have to not be a screwup any more, but i keep finding myself in that corner again and again. ill keep trying.
i love to drink when im upset tho, it helps dull the pain.