So for the past few months my dog Jasmine (15 y/o), http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8152297/ , hasn't been doing so great... She's partially deaf and blind, urinates on herself, she's too old to be treated for her heartworms, and she has a tumor on her leg...

I know I probably look bad for keeping her alive since she's been suffering and all, but it's hard, ya know?

I trained her for dog shows for 5 years, won at the county fair with her 3 years in a row and out of the 3 dogs we've owned in her lifetime, she's been the sweetest and most obedient...

Ah... it just really sucks and it's like I love her so much that I don't want to just have her put down, but I don't want her to suffer anymore...