And Again...
13 years ago
So today I once again attempted to do something to cheer myself and get myself feeling better. And once again, it went wrong in some way and I ended up just feeling worse than when I started. This isn't the first time this has happened. Or the second. Or even the third. This happens with me a LOT.
People keep telling me not to give up, to keep trying. But its getting tougher and tougher when almost every attempt I make to feel better goes wrong.
It really does feel more and more like I'm just not meant to be happy. Maybe the world would just be better off without me and my never-ending misery in it, taking up space...
People keep telling me not to give up, to keep trying. But its getting tougher and tougher when almost every attempt I make to feel better goes wrong.
It really does feel more and more like I'm just not meant to be happy. Maybe the world would just be better off without me and my never-ending misery in it, taking up space...
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Who you are. You are really great artist. *hugs*
It makes me sad that a person who can draw so well seems to be struggling and feeling so low all the time. Wait, scratch that. It makes me sad that a person period is feeling so low.
I was in a really bad way myself a few years ago. I know it sounds redundant, but it gets better.
I'll be cheering for that day that it gets better, and should you need someone to talk to, this stranger here is willing to lend an ear. :)
See you guys talking about what they do not like, how much suffering and such, but what you have and good to tell? What your life has to offer good for? They think she has nothing good to you? Or do you pay so much attention on the negative aspects that end up ignoring the positives? I think everyone at some point has thought or will think about quitting, but it is at these times that you need to remember the things you like, the people who care about you, think of yourself. Where's the self-love of you? Love yourself first, living seeking the approval of others will only frustrate you because they can never please everyone.
Seriously you suffer so much? Are you sure? Have you stopped to think about the people who face serious problems and still manage to smile, have moments of happiness, even in the midst of pain, suffering? Where do you seek happiness? In the other? Do you think someone else will bring happiness to you? Sorry to say, but as you looking in the wrong place. It's not hard to be happy. A song, a pleasant memory, the mere presence of a loved one, a place, a delicious food, all this can provide small and memorable moments of happiness. Why not take advantage? If someone you 'love' does not match the feelings of you, ok then ball forward. If you are sad, be sad. Lock yourself in your room, put your favorite music at full volume, and wait for the pain to pass. Because it always passes. After that maybe you can evaluate things clearly, and see that what you did not suffer was something so terrible.
Anyway, not going to post anything, but I read reviews so defeatist here, I just felt the need to say what I think. The things I wrote might not give good results with you, but work with me, and many people believe. My life is not perfect, I'm real dog days, days that I feel like a worthless trash, and still find a way to smile, to forget problems, to be happy. Try doing the same, can succeed. And if not, no harm in trying. Better than thinking about giving up everything for any nonsense
He said he's tried doing things that cheer him up. Each time he tried, they fail to cheer him up. It's not for lack of trying that he's feeling down. I'm impressed that he has the will to try to do things to cheer himself up in the first place. I think this comic illustrates his position and your response to it quite well:
http://www.akimbocomics.com/?p=573
He may just be seriously depressed, and there's nothing anyone can do to will themselves out of it. Depression is a medical condition, not a series of coincidentally bad days.
I believe your intentions are good, but your attempt at inspiring him to be happy seems naive to me.
*hugs*
You're a real nice guy though
Please know that I am sorry you have been feeling this way and I wish there was something I could do to help. Please also know that you can find happiness in this world and that you are meant to be here. You're a good man and a lot of people respect and care for you and I only wish I could help you find a way to feel better.
As for trying to make yourself feel better, all I can say is that trying to make yourself feel better with that intent can backfire, as whatever bothers you would still be in your mind. You would only end up stressing yourself more when you don't feel better. Leaving such things to a natural flow without forcing them on work better. That's my observation at least, for what it's worth.
*hugs*
... Being a live is wonderful... it's true that there are bad moments... but everyone... not just the persons who posted something on this journal or you... EVERYONE ON THE WHOLE WORLD ARE LIVING SOMETHING TOUGHER AND/OR HARSHER THAN YOU!!!!... and some of they learned something important... how to be happy and smile no matter what... but it's up to you... Do you wanna try it?...
You gotta learn to roll with the punches the jerks send your way or yer just gonna keep getting knocked around. Never be afraid to reach for the ropes if your on the wrong end of a pin or submission move if you're not sure how to kick out of it. Never forget that you've always got options.
On top of that, there are people here that are always willing to tag-team with you against your problems if you let them. There are lots of people here (myself included) that're in your corner. Trust me. You're not alone.
Now get back in there and give 'em a Snap-Suplex they'll never forget!
Which is to say that doing *nothing* is not a solution.
Listen, you're a great person and artist, and your watchers know this. Think of it this way, you say things aren't working out for you right? Well look at all the people who are here to support you, to pick you up when you're down, lending their strength to give you the motivation to keep going. We are here to do whatever we can humanly (or animaly) possible to help.
We are all here to support you in your time of need. You know we all love ya and care for you, which is why we're here, not out of force but of free will to lend a hand and give you a hug in hopes that you'll feel better. And if the world is just being evil then don't worry, we'll be your world; the one that cares enough to lift your spirits. Please don't give up, you still have so much to live for. *hugs*