Retiring/failing.
13 years ago
General
As it were. I don't draw anymore...and I've been putting this journal off, for too long. I haven't done anything in months. I still owe people art, and I'm sick at myself. If I owe you something, please email me at reddeadrabbit @ hotmail.com
Balloonie
Annu
Sniper
You guys are at the top of my repay/make good list...
I'm sorry...
Update:
sadly yes, I've lost my connection with drawing at this point. Also, I find, without being tethered to my drawing table, I can go outside, and enjoy things I'd previously been living without. I'm not happy with the disconnect, but I am happy with other things. Happy middle ground, I guess. I miss you guys so much... Maybe this winter i'll connect my internet, try again.
in the mean time, I'm still watching/stalking you all <3
Balloonie
Annu
Sniper
You guys are at the top of my repay/make good list...
I'm sorry...
Update:
sadly yes, I've lost my connection with drawing at this point. Also, I find, without being tethered to my drawing table, I can go outside, and enjoy things I'd previously been living without. I'm not happy with the disconnect, but I am happy with other things. Happy middle ground, I guess. I miss you guys so much... Maybe this winter i'll connect my internet, try again.
in the mean time, I'm still watching/stalking you all <3
FA+

;n;.. I'll miss you, my darling.
I haven't been able to create, brain is per-occupied in a very unsettling way and I force out a sketch, crumple it up and wonder about giving up art also or maybe trying something entirely new....like sculpture which no part of me but some decimal believes I could potentially do.
noting youuuu