I might be over the worst of my depressive phase... I don't know. It was made worse when I failed 2 more job interviews and my laptop battery died. I just wish one thing could go right for me at some point. I have no job, no family that seems to care, no friends, no love...

I just wish my online friends, weren't online, I could hug them and cook meals for everyone, and we could watch romantic movies together and laugh at how tacky they are v . v

I just... need some love, from somewhere that isn't stuck in electronic dreams and wavelengths. I want a real friend, but that will never happen...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRgWpvkju8M