you're tired of being obsessed with me? ha! this goes both ways babe. there's never a moment in the day that i dont wanna talk to you. i love hearing you talk, which is why i try to talk to you as much as i can, despite "us never having anything to talk about." and for that, im sorry i dont always have something to say, i just enjoy knowing that you're there, and it makes me happy. i can assure you that the only reason you have to contact me to talk, is for the sole reason that when i want to talk, you're busy, or your friends will drag you away to do something, and i detest that last one... you know, when you were here, you were never needy or were attention seeking... and i wanted you to be, it would've made me feel a lot more special, you know i like affection, so trust me, its not like you're driving me away with that or anything... and dont act as if you're the only one thats lonely, i mean, what do i have here back at home? nothing. everything that was truly important to me left when you did. and the thing is, you know this. i wallowed around in my own sorrow for the longest time after you left... you say im your best friend? well, as sad as it is to say, you're my only friend and the only person i talk to everyday, i dont even talk to my mom everyday, and i love my mom... and i know you tell me everything, and i do as well... the little bit that ever happens in my life since you left... and you're the first and last person i talk to, and i like it that way....

:/ you think you're hurting? i hurt alot, all the time, and i was feeling this pain before you were. sometimes the things you say make me feel like i'm good enough, or i dont make you happy... and then you'll come and say something that makes me thing the opposite... and then i just get emotionally confused. yeah, i'm busy, but i only started doing stuff because i decided to listen to what you said. you urged me to get out more, because you're busy with school stuff, so i got out, and all it did was make you upset...

you know how you said you were like this because i spoil you? well, i'm sure you're right, but i've only spoiled you in hopes of you opening up more to me. even though we've been together for so long, you still haven't completely opened up to me. yes you tell me everything, but the amount of time it takes for me to pull something out of you when you're upset is substantial. i just see that it wont work...

i suppose i can agree with you. no more, and i'll always love you, to death and even after...

i suppose one of us had to give up first...