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13 years ago
Hey all,
I know this may come across as a bitch journal, but i guess while its a way to keep you updated on on whats going on, its also a place i can seek help, or suggestions.
I've started work for the doll at a place in Perth called Paws, and i work there 3 days a week. seeing as the pay is continuation of my centrelink payments, Its shit pay. even if it don't seem it, it uses up a large amount of my time as well. on Mondays i do out to my Job Placement provider for a course that should help me get employment, then from Tuesday to Thursday i'm at paws. Fridays i'm out with my mate, and Saturdays we relax, or try to.
Due to the Shit payments i get from the doll, i can afford Barely anything, and hence i'm starting to feel useless at home.
I'm also (still) suffering from back issues, that No doctor can locate and seem to only say 'its all in your head there is nothing wrong with you'. This problem wont be recognized by centrelink either, because the doctors say there is nothing wrong. The condition is debilitating, as i cant stand for long periods, cant lift anything over 10 kilo's, and the more stress i suffer the worse it gets, which adds to a violent loop as the pain makes me stressed more.
Due to being unemployed for almost 4 years, With only 3 month sprints over Christmas, I have also developed depression. On good days, i'm fine with only the occasional sad mood. On Bad days... well lets say that there are plenty of bridges around that i keep eyeing off.
So due to bad back, Unemployment, and depression due to the first two, i just haven't gotten around to art, or stories. I'm sorry about that. I am trying, but its not easy. id start offering commissions to help with my income, but i personally don't feel i'm that good, and my art takes too long to do. there is allot id love to do, but just cant workout how without a bigger income, better back, and less depression.
Anyway, If you want to talk at some stage, contact me in PM anytime. i'm usually always available. I don't really have much else to do...
Oh and dont just say "if you dont like your life, then change it' cos frankly that line is starting to piss me off
I know this may come across as a bitch journal, but i guess while its a way to keep you updated on on whats going on, its also a place i can seek help, or suggestions.
I've started work for the doll at a place in Perth called Paws, and i work there 3 days a week. seeing as the pay is continuation of my centrelink payments, Its shit pay. even if it don't seem it, it uses up a large amount of my time as well. on Mondays i do out to my Job Placement provider for a course that should help me get employment, then from Tuesday to Thursday i'm at paws. Fridays i'm out with my mate, and Saturdays we relax, or try to.
Due to the Shit payments i get from the doll, i can afford Barely anything, and hence i'm starting to feel useless at home.
I'm also (still) suffering from back issues, that No doctor can locate and seem to only say 'its all in your head there is nothing wrong with you'. This problem wont be recognized by centrelink either, because the doctors say there is nothing wrong. The condition is debilitating, as i cant stand for long periods, cant lift anything over 10 kilo's, and the more stress i suffer the worse it gets, which adds to a violent loop as the pain makes me stressed more.
Due to being unemployed for almost 4 years, With only 3 month sprints over Christmas, I have also developed depression. On good days, i'm fine with only the occasional sad mood. On Bad days... well lets say that there are plenty of bridges around that i keep eyeing off.
So due to bad back, Unemployment, and depression due to the first two, i just haven't gotten around to art, or stories. I'm sorry about that. I am trying, but its not easy. id start offering commissions to help with my income, but i personally don't feel i'm that good, and my art takes too long to do. there is allot id love to do, but just cant workout how without a bigger income, better back, and less depression.
Anyway, If you want to talk at some stage, contact me in PM anytime. i'm usually always available. I don't really have much else to do...
Oh and dont just say "if you dont like your life, then change it' cos frankly that line is starting to piss me off
You might also try some fish oil capsules, enough to give you 2 grams of EPA + DHA per day. The back of the bottle will tell you how much of these two essential nutrients are in each capsule. This has both anti-inflammatory and antidepressant effects. This, too, is cheap.
Good luck! *hugs*