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Reflective/Soul searching
13 years ago
DISCLAIMER: I respect all religions/faiths/beliefs. All individuals are entitled to their own beliefs and I am happy you have found your way. Please do not try to convince me that your religion 'is the only true religion' or similiar. Those comments will be ignored/hidden. I'm looking for discussion and possibly guidance, not your 'sales pitch'. Positive, respectful posts are welcome and encouraged. Thank you.
I am conflicted about my spirituality and 'beliefs' I guess. I was raised in the Catholic dogma and faith. However, having my life so far to examine things, I find I do not believe in that faith any longer. Out of respect for those that do believe, I will not express reasons. Suffice it to say, I find the contradictions hard to ignore.
I have always felt that I believe in the 'power' of nature. It has fascinated me. I marvel at its beauty and ability to adapt. I feel a deep attraction to the moon for some reason. I don't know what it is about it. When I'm outside, especially in the dark night of winter, I feel 'at home'. I feel a profound comfort and sense of ease when I'm outdoors. I love camping, love canoeing, and just sitting in the woods or park.
I don't believe in God or a 'god', but rather a higher power. I cannot prove/disprove what that power might be, or that it even exists. By definition, I suppose that makes me Agnostic, but I don't think it's completely me. The natural element seems to be ignored. I can see the power of nature, and feel it. I know it exists. But where does that put me? Is this whole exercize just my attempt/need to have a label?
I have always respected and admired the old ways of the Natives here in Canada. There is some Native heritage in my bloodline, it was only suspected, but was recently confirmed. I don't have status as the law sees it, but its there, in my genetics. Do I have a right to experience that part of my culture?
Perhaps there is something for me in the Pagan views? I don't really know any Pagans to be able to ask them/discuss things with them.
I don't know. I feel sort of lost.
Again, any help is appreciated.
~Cipher
I am conflicted about my spirituality and 'beliefs' I guess. I was raised in the Catholic dogma and faith. However, having my life so far to examine things, I find I do not believe in that faith any longer. Out of respect for those that do believe, I will not express reasons. Suffice it to say, I find the contradictions hard to ignore.
I have always felt that I believe in the 'power' of nature. It has fascinated me. I marvel at its beauty and ability to adapt. I feel a deep attraction to the moon for some reason. I don't know what it is about it. When I'm outside, especially in the dark night of winter, I feel 'at home'. I feel a profound comfort and sense of ease when I'm outdoors. I love camping, love canoeing, and just sitting in the woods or park.
I don't believe in God or a 'god', but rather a higher power. I cannot prove/disprove what that power might be, or that it even exists. By definition, I suppose that makes me Agnostic, but I don't think it's completely me. The natural element seems to be ignored. I can see the power of nature, and feel it. I know it exists. But where does that put me? Is this whole exercize just my attempt/need to have a label?
I have always respected and admired the old ways of the Natives here in Canada. There is some Native heritage in my bloodline, it was only suspected, but was recently confirmed. I don't have status as the law sees it, but its there, in my genetics. Do I have a right to experience that part of my culture?
Perhaps there is something for me in the Pagan views? I don't really know any Pagans to be able to ask them/discuss things with them.
I don't know. I feel sort of lost.
Again, any help is appreciated.
~Cipher
how you been? i haven't seen ya on in a long time
I did. Thanks. :)
As far as exploring/practicing your Native roots, I'm of the opinion that you can do whatever you feel is respectful and right. :)