Ok..I just got a call back from a Bakery I had tried to get a job with about 2 years ago and reapplied at on Friday. They want to hire me and asked I come in on Tuesday to fill out paperwork ^________^ So nervous, since I am either getting into a pastry sous chef situation or cake decorating..i feel like I don't know as much as I need to, and fear I will fail miserably. I need to be learning more while in the bakery at school T_T Just gonna take it as it comes....

Still I am So excited.

Still kinda sick though :/ chest congestion...pretty sure its all allergy related too...but I feel achy and blah so..I haven't gotten around to working on much lately...I FEEL like my new job and school and life will make it even harder to fit in art...and arting make me so happy.

This is really just a post asking for more patience and understanding as my crazy life takes another turn at high speeds. I am trying my best to stay on the road but I feel like I am going to fishtail and crash through the railing over the edge of a jagged cliff....wow graphic lol.

The main reason for the job is to get my foot in the door of my careered dream job( making and decorating extreme cakes *only because making other art is hard to live off of *) and saving up money to afford apartment living for my hubby and son. Living with in-laws is killing me with extra stress.

Well, I will update more later and try to get some art rolling again.....-_-*

~StarKitty