I will probably pull this journal down in a bit when I have calmed down more (somewhat).

So, basically I have put every single one of my projects on hold for a freaken month. Which in itself isn't too bad. I like helping people and I particularly like doing farm work and training the farm dogs.

What I do not enjoy is being woken up at 6.15am and being told to help muster (Thankfully Rak answered the phone and bluntly said no). It has resulted in my week long headache (which was severe to start off with) to turn into a full blown migraine. Not helped by the door being banged on at 6.48 and the dogs going nuts because the bike was gone and they wanted to help.

So, I got the dogs to finally be quiet (not an easy feat when they want to help move cattle) and I have a shower to try and get my migraine to stop being a migraine and then I go down to the yards and help. The cows are mooing and everything very loud and in the end, I just took the bike and came back home.

Just not having the most pleasant of mornings. This is even considering that I did a full days work on the farm yesterday (with a bad headache), which caused my knee to be swollen like a balloon by evening.

It's probably irrational to be upset and annoyed, but i don't care. Just want to curl up somewhere where I won't be bugged in the coming hours.

~Sunk