We called the VA today to see when we will get our money and they now told us he has gotten his paycheck but we asked what about ours. They said working that out will take 9 months. Its over guys...its over...9 months no va money. And mom hasn't heard word from my aunt and my moms friend time to help us get to MD. Guys its over now....this saturday is when we will be kicked out of this house...we will be on the streets. No one is gonna help us and I am sitting here typing and crying. I knew praying to god was a waste of my time. Yeah I am blaming him too if hadn't taken my mothers family we had a home to be in. Dad is still winning he still will not pay child support...no one will save us. Encouraging me and everything won't help us guys...its over were gonna be living in the streets for life. Even after I type this it don't matter anyway...

So um...I guess this is my last journal entry here...I'm sorry everyone. I love you all and I love you Amy.....all our plans I written forget about it.