Well now Halloween and my birthday has gone by with somewhat of a whimper. I tried to get my mother to knock off whatever she was going to spend on a gift or an outing from my rent instead to give me a bit of relief that month. But she refused and told me I had to pick between movie or dinner. So I picked movie. But I went and helped my brother move furniture. Little did I know the offer was time sensitive and if I, apparently, didn't go on my birthday then I just don't.

I'm pretty sad about this birthday. But other have worse so whatever.


AND ALSO


I feel pretty much like the most blind dolt EVER.

I got a note today pointing out to me that in my last journal my paypal address was WRONG! I can't believe I've gone this long without noticing. So now anyone who had decided to send me a dollar or two for my birthday probably got some sort of 'error'.

Usually the fall season, containing my birthday and favorite holiday, is my season and everything lines up and I have a good time, make some good memories. But this is just not my year.

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I got in contact with a kind individual who donated to me for my Birthday/troubles. They told me that when they checked their payment history that since no one accepted the money it was credited back to their accounts!

I'm so sorry, I know it's not cool to give people's money the run around and stress is really good at driving one to makes mistakes.

The donator even resent the money to the RIGHT email. I'm really lucky to have you people.

They also suggested I give the corrected email up here just in case so: pandadox[at]yahoo.com (I DOUBLE CHECKED!)