Bluh this is stupid why do i always get sick emotionally and physically.Im crying my eyes out while im throwing up bluh. Maybe tomorrow when i go talk to this therapist he might help i don't know. I didn't even ask for my therapist im sacred she might b all like my family saying IF YOU JUST CHANGE A LITTLE BIT.... im like no stop where you are.I think im going to go and watch some shitty movie or watch my birds i don't know im just all in a big brown bag with the sads in it right now.