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A RARE RAGE SESSION
13 years ago
I wish I could pop out art all nicely done, colored, shaded, with a background like no one's business but I FUCKING CAN'T and it pisses me off. I get distracted, I get caught up in frivolous detail or find myself drawing the same thing over and over and over, not to mention I get anxious about finishing anything I ever start. Don't get me started on how much I freak out if I ever try to enter a contest. I never get it done. SHIT. I hate this side of me. Damn stupid emotions and insecure thoughts getting in the way of my ART. FUCK.
Maybe... I can art away my rage. Maybe. Let's see what happens.
Oh, and yeah, I was gone from FA for months. I just did not feel like posting anything and life sort of had me by the balls as far as feeling creative and productive enough. I'm trying to pull out of it.
[EDIT]
Well... all that happened was some deranged sketches which I won't bother posting and a strange Catter depiction which is now my profile ID. Yep. There it is.
[EDIT2 March 11, 2013]
Eh, I'm angry, but I'm not. I just wish I had something done to show you guys is all. I'm not too worried about it anymore though. I just gotta take one thing at a time. Lately I've been drawing some Elder Scrolls themed stuff like argonians and such, but everything is just sketches as usual. I will probably post something soon. What "soon" means for me though, I'll never know.
[EDIT3 April 15, 2013]
I really really really want to post some things up soon. A lot of things. I have years of OC stuff that I can use. I also have a lot of unfinished things that just need to be finished. We'll see what happens.
Maybe... I can art away my rage. Maybe. Let's see what happens.
Oh, and yeah, I was gone from FA for months. I just did not feel like posting anything and life sort of had me by the balls as far as feeling creative and productive enough. I'm trying to pull out of it.
[EDIT]
Well... all that happened was some deranged sketches which I won't bother posting and a strange Catter depiction which is now my profile ID. Yep. There it is.
[EDIT2 March 11, 2013]
Eh, I'm angry, but I'm not. I just wish I had something done to show you guys is all. I'm not too worried about it anymore though. I just gotta take one thing at a time. Lately I've been drawing some Elder Scrolls themed stuff like argonians and such, but everything is just sketches as usual. I will probably post something soon. What "soon" means for me though, I'll never know.
[EDIT3 April 15, 2013]
I really really really want to post some things up soon. A lot of things. I have years of OC stuff that I can use. I also have a lot of unfinished things that just need to be finished. We'll see what happens.
