Over a Year ago...
13 years ago
I was sitting behind my laptop, err... netbook, looking constantly on
grune-daddy's page. Being a stalker..Yeah. I was stalking his page like a ninja. And I would sit for minutes, hours. And just read his stuff and look at his picture. The picture was Amazing. Still is.
After awhile of procrastinating and a bunch of failed attempts of conversation (typing something then erasing it immediately), I gathered the balls to write something. It was comment on his Mustang. Despite my lack of knowledge on such tings I went it. If that was as far as I was gonna get then fine, it was good with me. But my attempt didn't end on deaf ears, it was taken. And I given back. We chatted for roughly a month. A good long one at that. Maybe longer, my mind is kinda hazy. But! We talked for at least a month. Then the conversation that made everything....everything.
It was a journal he had..or I had. It was about a co-worker that I liked. But I realized after about a day of pursuit of said co-worker, what I wanted from him, was lust. And what I wanted from
grune-daddy was love. And I gave up my pursuit and that night, made my motives for him clear. I explained to him that I wanted him and no one else. That he was it. After that, it went to messaging, I gotta say he wasn't easy to catch. It was like catching a fly with a paper cup, but eventually, I got to him. And the feelings were mutual. So we gave it a shot, figured, what could go wrong? As a famous singer said, "You are my sunshine in the mornings and the moon in the nights. Baby please, never burn out."
Then the day came. The GRAND DAY! I finished Tech School. And the day came to see him for the FIRST TIME! We saw each other and I have to say, seeing him for the first time...OMG! No words could describe the feeling. Being with him, seeing him. No picture could ever capture the full image of him. Its something else.
And now, 9 months down the road since that day. I'm sitting here typing, wearing his shirt, waiting for the next 10 days to go by so I can go back to see him. Its a dream come true I tell ya.
Also, doesn't help that I have a thing for his type. And his background is...Wow. Farmers are hawt... ://:
That is all.
Danke.

After awhile of procrastinating and a bunch of failed attempts of conversation (typing something then erasing it immediately), I gathered the balls to write something. It was comment on his Mustang. Despite my lack of knowledge on such tings I went it. If that was as far as I was gonna get then fine, it was good with me. But my attempt didn't end on deaf ears, it was taken. And I given back. We chatted for roughly a month. A good long one at that. Maybe longer, my mind is kinda hazy. But! We talked for at least a month. Then the conversation that made everything....everything.
It was a journal he had..or I had. It was about a co-worker that I liked. But I realized after about a day of pursuit of said co-worker, what I wanted from him, was lust. And what I wanted from

Then the day came. The GRAND DAY! I finished Tech School. And the day came to see him for the FIRST TIME! We saw each other and I have to say, seeing him for the first time...OMG! No words could describe the feeling. Being with him, seeing him. No picture could ever capture the full image of him. Its something else.
And now, 9 months down the road since that day. I'm sitting here typing, wearing his shirt, waiting for the next 10 days to go by so I can go back to see him. Its a dream come true I tell ya.
Also, doesn't help that I have a thing for his type. And his background is...Wow. Farmers are hawt... ://:
That is all.
Danke.
I love you so much.