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13 years ago
Hey guys,
I know that lately I've been really up and down with my emotions. It's because I'm going back to a prescription medication for Xanax. Now here comes the confession and I find it incredibly hard to tell my friends so i thought I would tell FA because well.. I suppose we're all a little odd here haha. When I was Six-teen I was diagnosed with a mental condition called Schizophrenia
Essentially it's a condition in which you don't have much control of your emotions. This lack of control can lead to personality disorders, hallucinations/ difficulty and staggeringly drastic moodswings. Luckily for myself I am diagnosed with a fainter case. I have experienced a few nasty things and I have a few quirks due to it (i.e. I talk to myself at times)
I am really down that I have to go back on the medication, it's not that it has any negative effects on me it's just I wish I was able to control myself without the aid of some pill. I've been coping with the spontaneous bursts of depression with other ways, however they aren't the healthiest nor the safest, which is why I've complied with taking the medication instead.
It's taking a LOT for me to tell you guys this and I'm incredibly embarrassed. At times I feel that this condition will block me from doing things I want to do like fall in love with someone, become a voice actor, make friends or concentrate on drawings. I also fear it was a reasoning for some of the abandonments I've dealt with friendshipwise.
I'm still the same person, but I've got a few more levels to complete than most others. I'm sorry if I spooked any of you off with this thinking I'm a crazy person and I understand you not quite understanding how I am able to function heh.
Anywho thank you for reading! And thank you to all of the friends I have that stayed beside me in this endeavor. You guys rock and I love you.
I know that lately I've been really up and down with my emotions. It's because I'm going back to a prescription medication for Xanax. Now here comes the confession and I find it incredibly hard to tell my friends so i thought I would tell FA because well.. I suppose we're all a little odd here haha. When I was Six-teen I was diagnosed with a mental condition called Schizophrenia
Essentially it's a condition in which you don't have much control of your emotions. This lack of control can lead to personality disorders, hallucinations/ difficulty and staggeringly drastic moodswings. Luckily for myself I am diagnosed with a fainter case. I have experienced a few nasty things and I have a few quirks due to it (i.e. I talk to myself at times)
I am really down that I have to go back on the medication, it's not that it has any negative effects on me it's just I wish I was able to control myself without the aid of some pill. I've been coping with the spontaneous bursts of depression with other ways, however they aren't the healthiest nor the safest, which is why I've complied with taking the medication instead.
It's taking a LOT for me to tell you guys this and I'm incredibly embarrassed. At times I feel that this condition will block me from doing things I want to do like fall in love with someone, become a voice actor, make friends or concentrate on drawings. I also fear it was a reasoning for some of the abandonments I've dealt with friendshipwise.
I'm still the same person, but I've got a few more levels to complete than most others. I'm sorry if I spooked any of you off with this thinking I'm a crazy person and I understand you not quite understanding how I am able to function heh.
Anywho thank you for reading! And thank you to all of the friends I have that stayed beside me in this endeavor. You guys rock and I love you.
i think everyone has some medical issues, ya'll know that im epileptic? indeed
So in other words, don't hate the malady, instead embrace yourself for the way youre handling it
But thanks Beino. I figure it's the responsible adult thing to do lol
There's a furbowl next month? Oh I may just attend!
Thank you Hya, that means a lot.
Some people can say you're weird o else, but is your choice how and who are you, I think I know how you feel sometimes about this, because I'm epileptic (detecte a year ago), but in a low level (Not like the Simpsons in the chapter they travel to Japan xDUuuu).
But, don't let this change things with you, your friends, family and future people in your life :3
Don't worry, be happy ~
P.D. I'm sorry for my english xDU
and It;s okay I understood what you mean