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13 years ago
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She enjoys portraying herself as a half-aware and dimwitted beast, drunken in the stupor of her own bodily composure.I am depressed. I "LOSE THE GAME," LOLOLOL...
Wanna know why I tear myself down whenever I'm going through problems? Because if I DON'T, you will.
Your "internet culture" sickens me. Fake-ass hyper-competitive people trying to "stay ahead of the game" by "NEVER FEELING BAD OR ASKING FOR LOVE AND HUGS AND AFFECTION and "asspats" get the fuck off of our beautiful earth, because we never wanted you, and we'll never need you..."
Anti-Baw Logic
"The whining is never important unless I'M doing it!"
Past Scenario
Likely "metal head FA user" comments that "blocking is for pussies." Watch out. We've got a badass over here...
Same douchetard metal head gets caught up on somebody else's shout box "offering heartfelt apologies. D'aww..."No, first off, the "metal head" is a "Macho-Man" asshole, and needs his ass kicked. I don't play to these bullshit "internet arguement" rules. Fuck that noise. "A BORED fucktard behind a computer or phone posts a bullshit shout or comment ABOUT bullshit." Best course of action? Avoid the fucker, stop communicating with the fucker, delete the fucker's posts on your page, and-if-it-would-so-settle-your-soul then BLOCK the fucker and let his ass go back to YouTube and 4chan and fap to his beloved "Trololol Man" song retarded bullshit and be done with his ass
GuzzleMuzzle's Golden Rule: "Never give a 'fucker' any quarter, because a 'fucker' deserves to be drowned." End of story.
Now, back on topic!^^ I'm depressed as utter fuck. If you wanna be a FRIEND, good. If you wanna spend a moment to "explain" to me the fallacies in my behavior that I am 10,000 times over already fucking aware of, save it, because I have ONE mom and ONE dad, and they're animal-loathing, bigoted, racist, religiotard fuckwits. They are enough. I'M 29 YEARS WEATHERED, FUCK-YOU-VERY-MUCH.
My logic is to never explain my problems, because so much as HAVING problems instantaneously marks someone out for ridicule
Anti-Drama Logic
"Wtf. WHY WASTE TIME CARING ABOUT ANOTHER HUMAN BEING OVER HERE WHEN I COULD BE FAPPING TO DRAGON COCKS 'OVER THERE' INSTEAD? :D"
The greater majority does not give the slightest utter fuck about their fellow man (and woman).
Therefore, the greater majority can rot in the darkest depths of the Abyss.Be the minority. Otherwise, fuck off.
I don't waste time on polite ettiquete because anything so much as deemed "TOO LOOOOOONG TO READ" is shot dead in a heartbeat.
GuzzleMuzzle's Default Mentality
"Fuck ME??? Well fuck YOU too."Yes.
Over time, I've developed a "Trust no one" complex. Statistics kinda do that.
tl;dr If you can get your hand off of your dick long enough to give a shit about me...............then you have my sincere gratitude.
Personally, I believe that both love and chivalry are dead, slaughtered by motherfuckers who NEVER give a damn...
GuzzleMuzzle is depressed.And like the meme says, "NOBODY CARES!"
[End Journal]
[Last minute edit] HOLY SHIT THAT WAS EXTREME. I'M SORRY. I'M JUST GOING THROUGH A WHOLE LOT TODAY, AND IF YOU WOULD, PLEASE EXCUSE MY RUDENESS.
I never take my eyes off of you.You'd be amazed at how much you do on a daily basis that you never even remember you did because you sleep...
I don't sleep. A 24-hour "day" does not exist.
Bullshit runs 24/7.
Wake up.
Smell your own shit.
Reflect on your past actions some damn time, like I do.
Goddammit.
But the smallest exertion of hers could send a man flying; him, and possibly others as well, shattering much of the pride of many an unknowledgeable foe within mere seconds.(link) Something Massive (Unfinished)
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To the main topic all is good, I GREATLY understand your stress, and I hope life becomes a bit more... Barable to you in the future.
I am not hateful.
I just want my fair share of respect.
This journal is horrific...
To minimize this, I love you, I love your mind, and you have my support.
GUZZLEMUZZLE HAS NOTHING AGAINST METALHEADS.Oh also wanted to apologize and say sorry for not responding to you on Skype. I got preoccupied by a video and had to head out the door. That was rude of me and I hope we can chat again buddy
It's probably that I'm overly judgemental. That's something I don't want to be known for; don't want to be true of me.
I give respect where it is due. I don't look down on others. I simply take note of what they do, and develop my own opinions on a matter.
I'm not here to make enemies. But that doesn't mean that I would never recognize someone as an enemy...
It's not "favortism." It's mutual...respect. Period.
I'm not as uptight to never loosen up and crack a joke (even a crude joke), but I won't stand for blatant insults and character defamation.
I don't think of the internet as a "game," because it's used by people.
Is a person's life a "game?" ~That's what I thought...
I give respect to everyone. Even if they don't respect me. But I've learned to deal with people's BS.
Yes, people try to make jokes on the internet (I do) among other things.
Trolling is sometimes funny; but I do think it's undeserved most of the time and just hurting someone like that is wrong.
Nobody's life is a game. But most of these 'trolls' are kids and THEY think it is just a crude joke.
Do you see why I hate my generation?
Anyway, you say the internet shouldn't be used as a joke. Surely, that's true. But jokes can be used ON the internet. That's different. We might view jokes the same way.