Why...?
13 years ago
General
I've been having some terrible anxiety dreams the past couple of nights...
Like 2 nights ago I dreamed that my school president (who I love and respect and know on an almost personal basis) was yelling at me and lecturing me about smoking weed, and in the same night I had a dream about one of my ex friends who I had to ditch this summer because our relationship wasn't healthy, hadn't been for a long time. In the dream, she was following me around and clinging like nothing had happened...
And then last night I dreamed I was at one of my dad's friends house, and there were a lot of like, disturbed redneck types there and I had ordered takeout, and apparently ordered bacon on EVERYTHING, so the delivery person brought like 5 sandwiches and burgers just loaded with bacon and meat and cheese. In the dream I was like, ready to cry--I don't eat animals, I can't eat animals, the thought of eating meat makes me sick. I do eat eggs sometimes and I try not to eat as little dairy products as I can (sometimes I accidentally get stuff with dairy in it). Ugh, it was just such a disturbing dream... Why do I keep having these!
Like 2 nights ago I dreamed that my school president (who I love and respect and know on an almost personal basis) was yelling at me and lecturing me about smoking weed, and in the same night I had a dream about one of my ex friends who I had to ditch this summer because our relationship wasn't healthy, hadn't been for a long time. In the dream, she was following me around and clinging like nothing had happened...
And then last night I dreamed I was at one of my dad's friends house, and there were a lot of like, disturbed redneck types there and I had ordered takeout, and apparently ordered bacon on EVERYTHING, so the delivery person brought like 5 sandwiches and burgers just loaded with bacon and meat and cheese. In the dream I was like, ready to cry--I don't eat animals, I can't eat animals, the thought of eating meat makes me sick. I do eat eggs sometimes and I try not to eat as little dairy products as I can (sometimes I accidentally get stuff with dairy in it). Ugh, it was just such a disturbing dream... Why do I keep having these!
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I don't think the meat dream was a protein thing, I know I get plenty. It was more of like a... guilt thing I guess? Like, in the dream I just felt SO guilty for ordering so much meat. I was freaking out haha. Who knows -.-