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Above Cloud Nine
13 years ago
I am MORE than happy to say it. I am above and far beyond that renowned cloud of joy. I know not where I have landed myself, but it is a place outside of time and hate. It is a place where only my mate and I exist happily. I write this journal not out of obligation of any kind, but of utter inspiration and harmony. I am higher now... than I have been in a SEVERELY long time. I really can't put my finger on what makes my mate so wonderful... I just can't. But I know he knows how I feel, even without reading this. I will be honest with you all.... I've been in relationships with men before... and enjoyed them, no less. But this? I don't even know what this is! It's so fucking amazing! I'm practically shaking over here! On top of that, we've beautiful plans for New Years! We've talked about it and talked about it, and it's DEFINITELY decided. I WILL be there with him when we ring in the new year... I WILL hold him close... and I will finally get something I have wanted for a very long time... to share the first kiss of the new year with that person most special in my heart.
We have a NUMBER of things planned for this visit already, and while I cannot say we'll get them all in, I know that we'll get in a number of HIGHLY significant ones that I just can barely contain myself in waiting for! <3 I knew back when I accepted him as my mate, that he made me happy. I knew it then. But I NEVER expected to feel this... this IMMENSE happiness. This does not come from a night of passionate roleplaying or cybering. Though those things can certainly bring out emotions and bring ties closer, this was something... so much more. I LOVE our talks! I love them beyond the scope of words! Tonight I let the world drift away as he and I spoke... nothing else mattered... those pains of my past had vanished entirely in his kind words, soft voice, and that smile I can hear clear as day. We shared tearful moments, and there are DEFINITELY more of those to come. And, much as anyone might hold ill-will toward crying, I actually look forward to more nights like it. I want to cry with him...and I want him to cry on my shoulder. I want to hold him close, and for him to hold onto me tight. The future has turned bright, and no amount of bad can burn out this light for now! My fire burns strong with my dragon at my back. <3
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL THAT I AM, THAREAL ISNALSIL! YOU ARE MY LIGHT AND MY LOVE AND MY HOPE! YOU BRING JOY TO MY DARKEST DAYS AND I NEVER WANT THIS FEELING TO GO AWAY! IF I COULD SHOUT IT TO ALL THE INTERNET, I WOULD! But this shall do for me. For those who care for me... and who read these... know that this man,
12eku fills me with the greatest joy I have known... and that I hope that NEVER changes... I am yours forever, my dearest dragon...
~Alunis Midora Rasvale
We have a NUMBER of things planned for this visit already, and while I cannot say we'll get them all in, I know that we'll get in a number of HIGHLY significant ones that I just can barely contain myself in waiting for! <3 I knew back when I accepted him as my mate, that he made me happy. I knew it then. But I NEVER expected to feel this... this IMMENSE happiness. This does not come from a night of passionate roleplaying or cybering. Though those things can certainly bring out emotions and bring ties closer, this was something... so much more. I LOVE our talks! I love them beyond the scope of words! Tonight I let the world drift away as he and I spoke... nothing else mattered... those pains of my past had vanished entirely in his kind words, soft voice, and that smile I can hear clear as day. We shared tearful moments, and there are DEFINITELY more of those to come. And, much as anyone might hold ill-will toward crying, I actually look forward to more nights like it. I want to cry with him...and I want him to cry on my shoulder. I want to hold him close, and for him to hold onto me tight. The future has turned bright, and no amount of bad can burn out this light for now! My fire burns strong with my dragon at my back. <3
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL THAT I AM, THAREAL ISNALSIL! YOU ARE MY LIGHT AND MY LOVE AND MY HOPE! YOU BRING JOY TO MY DARKEST DAYS AND I NEVER WANT THIS FEELING TO GO AWAY! IF I COULD SHOUT IT TO ALL THE INTERNET, I WOULD! But this shall do for me. For those who care for me... and who read these... know that this man,
12eku fills me with the greatest joy I have known... and that I hope that NEVER changes... I am yours forever, my dearest dragon...~Alunis Midora Rasvale
