I just realised how alone I am. its sad really but my only best friend lives so far away now and after he stopped talking to me for who knows why. I look at my phone now and see the "no new messages " and say to myself "maybe tomorrow hell call or text" so I wait for a whole month and finally it was to much and broke down. I'm even crying as I write this even now. on top of it all I can't have a relationship where I live till I move out which I have no clue when....



I'm sorry for complaining ..