Eugh.. the baby blues have gone but my mind is still taunting me. Not gonna mention any names; I'm sure some will pick up on it if you know me well enough.

So yeah, I've had a lot of crap over the past few months with Jared's dad denying it and things.. (well he wont be for long since his mother is more bothered about being involved and has said shes paying for DNA.. )

Well recently I have noticed him and his girlfriend getting really close to a friend I am very close to, someone I confide in and someone who's been with me all the way through ll of this and my minds going "ww look she's replacing you doing the things you used to do when you could be around" I dunno if that's true - friends can't be replaced but obviously its just there on my mind and its bothering me. I feel arkward since she's worming her way in.. its just not gonna go down well and I dont wanna be seen as troublemaker. Eh sod it!

I'm gonna be hanging around with my friends at the Main meet, including the one she's decided to get close to.. so she's gonna have to come face to face with me at some point. At the end of the day I've known this person and been friends with said person for much longer than she has even been involved in the furry community so.. I'm not arsed if she has a problem with me then she's just gonna have to deal with me being around coz I'm not going anywhere.

:T I suppose that gets it off my mind - not attention seeking here.. just getitng it off my chest