This would be the first time I acually complain on here and don't care what crap others say, although curious on what they would say...

I need some venting and I became accustom to just do it on here and I feel better afterwards .....

Anyway the past couple days felt crappy for me, and I'm stressed out. For starters everyone seems to be blowing up at me lately and I really don't find that fair at all, I tend to ignore and move on but you can only take so much bull before it starts to boil out. Like yesterday for instance my dad wanted me to take my mom to work, i usually do that when he don't feel like it, so I'm getting ready and when I'm finally dress and on my way out my dad comes to bitch about whats taking me that my mom has to be at work in a half hour, really don't know why she's always late just like doing things at the last minute, me loosing my own cool yelled back at my dad because I had to get dressed and he even complained about I didn't need to. So I waved him off and left so now my mom is snapping at me for talking to my dad like that and now I'm yelling at her. To make matters worse my aunt is sitting on the porch giving me thats not the way you suppose to act to them look I just completely ignored her, while all this is going on I'm talking on my cell with an associate, don't have friends on my side of town, and now he is telling me how I suppose to be acting to my parents, I should of hanged up on him but then that would mean I would have to talk to my mom so like hell if I would do that so I put up with him.

Now today I have an interview I have to go to hours before school, so I ask my mom if I can use the car, kinda knowing that I was going to get a no but what the hell, she said ok surprisingly, so I stopped at game crazy and hung out and chatted with a more reliable person that I can almost call the only friend I trust, and so when I get back and get dressed for the interview and telling my dad I'll be taking the car to it, he tells me no because my mom have to go to work, so now I have two hours to get to the place and have to take the oh-so-wonderful public transportation. I went ahead and tried asking the impossible to use my brother car to get to school and as I though the answer was no. Then my dad said my brother is going to take me so I relaxed a little, only to find out he was only going to take me to the train station, no now I'm in more crap because I know for sure I'll be late now. And it figures I'll be left out on my own when I helped everyone on having there car, but thats a completely another story. Luckily they let me in when I got there, and turns out at my current education level with computers I'm not quite qualified for a good job yet, although there is a for sure job that starts the beginning of next month that I would have for help desk, just one catch, I need a car to get to it!! Since there is no other way to get there other than waking up at 5 every morning to catch a bus, train, bus, and walking five miles everyday to get there, or if I can spare lots of cab fees till my first check, in which I doubt would work. With that said that leave me to present where I want out of this hell of a family, and depressing life. But need to get somewhere by just keeping at it as everyone will put it but that just about wrap up my shitty life for the moment.

And on that note I wish the rest of you a better time than I'm having ^^