Venting journal
13 years ago
Myeah.. Lately, more and more, I've been feeling like the subject of this song Being ignored in conversations, avoided like a social paria as if I've done something wrong or there's a rumor going around I don't know of.. That feeling of being alone and without direction, of just being a spectator in life and growing tired of it...
Edit: I just noticed it sounds like a cry for attention.. And though I feel ashamed for it.. I guess it is. Sorry guys, I feel like I'm growing more and more emotionally unstable
Edit: I just noticed it sounds like a cry for attention.. And though I feel ashamed for it.. I guess it is. Sorry guys, I feel like I'm growing more and more emotionally unstable

Barkkorn
~barkkorn
It sounds like you need a change of scenery. And perhaps a therapist, there's nothing wrong with crying for help.

Tadao
~tadao
OP
Trying to look for one, but can't afford to pay for one myself and I don't want to burden others with the costs..

Barkkorn
~barkkorn
Perhaps sliding scale or low income clinics in the area? I don't know if they have anything like that where you live. If nothing else I'd be more than happy to talk to you and help how I can. :)

Tadao
~tadao
OP
My own insurances are not yet done by myself as I admit I fail keeping up to date with it x.x so I don't know exactly how much is covered by it, but I just know that the only places that can offer help need a bit of own contribution as well

Barkkorn
~barkkorn
Well if you need someone to talk to I'm here :)

Tadao
~tadao
OP
Thanks, it's good to know I have someone to talk to, I guess I just too easily feel lonely or like a last choice to nearly everyone

Barkkorn
~barkkorn
I'm on skype most nights ^^

Tadao
~tadao
OP
I'll keep an eye out ^^'