In the past week I really haven't been myself in quite long periods of time. In this time I have said some very unkind and untrue things to some of you. It's one thing in this fandom to have people say things about you, but when you actually live up to the rumors it really is a shitty feeling. I'm sorry for how I have treated some of you reading this, or not. I am ashamed to admit I really don't recall much of my delusional episodes but I remember enough to know I should be asking for forgiveness. I've personally begged pardon from a few who I recall treating rather horrible, but this is for anyone who I can not recollect acting rude towards. I hope you can accept my apology, or at least understand that I'd take it back if I could.