I really miss drawing and with Christmas fast approaching as well as I and Carcin's wedding...things are getting a little chaotic. We are also in the process of getting our first house so a lot is happening all at once. I'm trying to stay my bubbly optimisic help but as of late it has been getting somewhat hard and I feel like I am somewhat losing myself. I'm trying to get out of that rut and get back to my old crazy silly self. I'm sorry if I have been rude, standoffish or just plain not responding. I am a nice and friendly person but lately I just feel like I am alone...and I know I'm not so I'm sorry.

I really REALLY want to get back into sketching things and drawing as I used to all the time and now I'm lucky if I complete a drawing once a month. I need to break from this cycle and start arting again.

I also have to finish the suit head that I started, but I also got a blank to start Carcin's blank as well as two sergal blanks for our sergalsonas. I am on the lookout for a dragon blank that is the same shape as Crystal's head but I have yet to find one so that is on hold for now.

Ok enough rambling...I am going to try and art some more....right now I am working on a basic ref for Carcin in hopes of finally starting one for myself but we'll see how and where that takes me. For now his is almost complete I just have to clean it up and maybe color it if I can.