So, health update. Psychiatrist thinks my depression may ACTUALLY be due to stress involved with dealing with a mild form of autism or asperger's syndrome. yeah, yeah, all my internet savvy friends can commence with the giggles now. I promise not to use it as an excuse!

Anyway, I have to have neuropsychological tests done to confirm her theory, and the doc that was going to do them doesn't network with my insurance. out of pocket cost? $1500.

She also wants to double the dose of cymbalta I'm on and put me on ambien as well x.x

I don't have the money for all of this....