dear people that always take the time to read my ramble tamble
Thank you for being patient with me and giving support through the time I thank you all.

and now I'd like to share a few toughs and tabulations with you.

the past month has been a real pain for me and my family, I have not been able to work enough and give enough output to feed myself, I am not starving or anything my family provides whether I give or not. now I don't make much from art, but its been enough, through the month I've had to do a lot of paper work, getting and giving documents for silly reasons my mother wants and spending money I don't have or is not mine. I often have to leave my desk to care for my niece while my mother leaves to get her documents as well, she often takes off with little regard of what ever I have to do or I'm doing. and caring for a baby is very demanding. I can do little but feel upset for I do wish I had a real place to work. I wish they had cared a bit when I showed I had some artistic skills and wanted to follow that. But that didn´t happen

So many mistakes over the years, last weak the transformer blew up and we had no power for four days and the fist day we have power she leaves again, and I have to care for my niece.

I am 21 why Am I still living in my parents house? how pitiful if that?

There are times I just want to take a bag stuff it with food and get lost

ps. my machine is still bitching she wants to die and I don´t let her,