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Agony of Memory.
13 years ago
So starts the end of the last month of November... And I'm heartsick and sore at heart with knowing it.
Somewhere in this month, last year, a extremely dear and precious friend and a person I considered a mate, passed away. The first year I go on living, knowing one of my most precious companion's whom was both a friend and lover, will not be among the living to travel the long difficult path called "Life".
I am only one of many, whom have felt the poignant misery of a lost loved one, wither they be family, mate/lover or just a simple friend.
To me though, this loss is one my more painful ones. Close to two decades of knowing her, a soul I cherish, even though she no longer lives. She now numbers among a growing list of individual souls whom I have begun outliving. A fact and point that is painful and agony to me, knowing that I will live many decades to come, should my years not be stolen from me unnaturally.
I intend to submit, later this evening... A brief compilation of three memorable encounters, to whomever wishes, feel free to read them. Be aware and forewarned though, those who are my Watchers. I will tolerate no disrespectful or criticizing comments or posts upon either this journal, or the posted compilation. They are both "In Loving Memory" works, so negative statements, will be viewed as hostile. I forgive not those whom disparage a mourner.
In loving memory, for dearly departed Demona, my Night Rose.
You are missed, but remembered.
Somewhere in this month, last year, a extremely dear and precious friend and a person I considered a mate, passed away. The first year I go on living, knowing one of my most precious companion's whom was both a friend and lover, will not be among the living to travel the long difficult path called "Life".
I am only one of many, whom have felt the poignant misery of a lost loved one, wither they be family, mate/lover or just a simple friend.
To me though, this loss is one my more painful ones. Close to two decades of knowing her, a soul I cherish, even though she no longer lives. She now numbers among a growing list of individual souls whom I have begun outliving. A fact and point that is painful and agony to me, knowing that I will live many decades to come, should my years not be stolen from me unnaturally.
I intend to submit, later this evening... A brief compilation of three memorable encounters, to whomever wishes, feel free to read them. Be aware and forewarned though, those who are my Watchers. I will tolerate no disrespectful or criticizing comments or posts upon either this journal, or the posted compilation. They are both "In Loving Memory" works, so negative statements, will be viewed as hostile. I forgive not those whom disparage a mourner.
In loving memory, for dearly departed Demona, my Night Rose.
You are missed, but remembered.
